Still Stuck

Jan 12, 2006 23:12

My birthday passed, it was a birthday of fairly weak proportions however, me deciding to sleep in for work the next day. I made a brief appearance at tormsen's gathering but got bored quickly from not knowing too many people there. I recieved gifts funnily enough, despite being a crap celebration, I got some interesting gifts, some small, like a pizza and tormsen giving me a cup of goon. My mum gave me a new phone and apparently my work is sending me some movie tickets tommorow, so that would be nice. Other then that, nothing much exciting been happening in my life. Oh, but how awesome was ridiculously cold wet weather right in the middle summer though, I miss Winter. :P

Still trying to figure out what has happened to me in recent times, with those who've been around me probably aware of the ridiculous amount of aggression and stupidly low energy levels. India and the pill last month pop up in my mind, but that's not it since I'm over those two things and if I wasn't, they would probably be causing depressive effects rather then aggressive effects. It's most likely a case of being overstressed, as even right now, with nothing to worry about, ambient music and the air-conditioner set on the perfect climate for me right now, I've still got a lot of blood boiling anger built up in me. A combination of my comment a few weeks ago about not feeling too comfortable with my surroundings, plus knightmerz observation about a person who is so wonderful because they can accept who they are. With things going near flawlessly in my life at the moment, the only thing that needs to be changed around is perception. Failing doing that soon, some professional help might be in order.

One other thing to look forward to, babydollqt is hopefully coming back to Perth next month, looking forward to seeing her as she's easily someone who I rank highly out of all the people I like to hang out with but never get to see them, but when she gets back, rave!..... or something. For now, might play some PS1 for a change, I miss Wipeout. :P

life, future, stress, birthday

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