Vodka, Splitting, Krankhaus, Chaos
I had virtually one of the most boring and lamest weekends then and this week all sorts of shit happens. Here's a quick summary.
The main thing that stood out was that amazing game between Australia and Japan, I mean, wow, Australia really can play, nice work guys, that was one hell of a game that really got me excited.
Last night was great. Decided to get wasted with knightmerz. This was actually an extremely enjoyable night, her friends were extremely nice even though I looked very out of place (then again, like I look in place anywhere though). Anyways, it was just a lovely conversation I had with all the people in the house, had some fun with fire, stupid drunken home made meals. Got very drunk and for once, I behaved, by not throwing up or acting (ok, make that failing, XP) like a slut, considering that it was really my best friend only around and I had a girlfriend (well then), I had to behave of course, hahahaha. Great night, I've missed spending time like this with knightmerz.
Last but not least, me and berryblade broke up today. There's a slight feeling of disappointment in terms of not being able to make a relationship work once again, but I saw it happening to me this week and I considering it this week too. I have much respect for her for at least giving it a shot and the first night was awesome but it never took off at all, for now I wish her the best in finding someone else way better suited to her and am heavily looking forward of the easier job of just letting a friendship coming naturally rather then heavily forcing a relationship that didn't work, like Aidan and Cherie, she's been a great friend in recent times that I've enjoyed hanging out with.
Right now, feeling a bit down, thanks to my sickness from over the weekend been getting worse and the alcohol last night overblew it and made it a bitch to work, but with my probation period still running, I don't get sick leave yet. On a happier note, I just got stuff from Angelspit, first impression is somewhat meh, but I'm feeling more down rather then the angsty mood I have to be in to really get into them. Emotionally, I'm also getting a lot fucking worse and more twisted despite things constantly getting better, I'm somewhat getting more out of control then ever.....
The main thing that stood out was that amazing game between Australia and Japan, I mean, wow, Australia really can play, nice work guys, that was one hell of a game that really got me excited.
Last night was great. Decided to get wasted with knightmerz. This was actually an extremely enjoyable night, her friends were extremely nice even though I looked very out of place (then again, like I look in place anywhere though). Anyways, it was just a lovely conversation I had with all the people in the house, had some fun with fire, stupid drunken home made meals. Got very drunk and for once, I behaved, by not throwing up or acting (ok, make that failing, XP) like a slut, considering that it was really my best friend only around and I had a girlfriend (well then), I had to behave of course, hahahaha. Great night, I've missed spending time like this with knightmerz.
Last but not least, me and berryblade broke up today. There's a slight feeling of disappointment in terms of not being able to make a relationship work once again, but I saw it happening to me this week and I considering it this week too. I have much respect for her for at least giving it a shot and the first night was awesome but it never took off at all, for now I wish her the best in finding someone else way better suited to her and am heavily looking forward of the easier job of just letting a friendship coming naturally rather then heavily forcing a relationship that didn't work, like Aidan and Cherie, she's been a great friend in recent times that I've enjoyed hanging out with.
Right now, feeling a bit down, thanks to my sickness from over the weekend been getting worse and the alcohol last night overblew it and made it a bitch to work, but with my probation period still running, I don't get sick leave yet. On a happier note, I just got stuff from Angelspit, first impression is somewhat meh, but I'm feeling more down rather then the angsty mood I have to be in to really get into them. Emotionally, I'm also getting a lot fucking worse and more twisted despite things constantly getting better, I'm somewhat getting more out of control then ever.....