Apr 04, 2005 20:56
so nothings new.life sucks..but i said this to someone to day...what do you all think?
i need to say this. i dont know what you are feeling or what you were feeling a few days ago, but i know what i am feeling and the feelings i have are that i love you and miss you. i cant imagine not talking to you like we used to and i cant imagine not wanting to look at you, but that is how i am feeling right now and taht is because of you. I know i that i can not control what goes on inside that head of yours, but i can control what i feel, but so can you. You changed my feelings for you. After last year, i thought that we would just be friends forever and then suddenly my life changed and then for those two weeks i thought that you, me, hailey and andrew would be four close friends, but then once again my feelings changed, i went from loving you to wanting to kill you in a matter of seconds. i dreamed of the day when i could be happy with you and everything would be perfect. I really love you. but yet you have no idea. you have no clue, but since i cant control your feelings i guess i can just be happy for you