Days of our lives
So wow- it's been almost a year exactly since my last post. I think I kind of got over journaling when I realized that I was writing to a non-existant audience. Who really only writes for their own sake anyway?
Maybe I do...
Nathan and I have been married about a month and a half- and honestly I couldn't be happier. Hes so fun to be with, and I've always associated my apartment with being alone- so it's incredibly refreshing...
But in a way I am still very lonely. After a year in Bensenville I still havent' settled into a social life. I have my girls in Joliet, and my family in Kenosha, and my sister in MI, but noone of consequence really close. I really do feel bad, because I know that Nathan is just as lonely as I am. We both have good jobs that pay the bills (which is really saying something considering our economy right now) and a roof over our heads, and two cars that run. What else could we really need? You'd be suprised.
As much as Im saying that I'm lonely, Nathan and the ferrets keep me more than entertained. Besides, we're both so busy- when would we have time to socialize? OH IDEA! Dan and Katie. Note to self- give them a call soon.
other than that, I'm doing freelance on the side (pretty okay). People can be so obstanent.
Okay now i'm getting tired of writing to no one again.
*Note to self, create an imaginary penpal to write these journal entries to... let's call him Francis... no no not francis. Jodi? No no. Okay I'm just going to pretend to write to my dad. I know that he cares about what I have to say.
See you round Dad.
Maybe I do...
Nathan and I have been married about a month and a half- and honestly I couldn't be happier. Hes so fun to be with, and I've always associated my apartment with being alone- so it's incredibly refreshing...
But in a way I am still very lonely. After a year in Bensenville I still havent' settled into a social life. I have my girls in Joliet, and my family in Kenosha, and my sister in MI, but noone of consequence really close. I really do feel bad, because I know that Nathan is just as lonely as I am. We both have good jobs that pay the bills (which is really saying something considering our economy right now) and a roof over our heads, and two cars that run. What else could we really need? You'd be suprised.
As much as Im saying that I'm lonely, Nathan and the ferrets keep me more than entertained. Besides, we're both so busy- when would we have time to socialize? OH IDEA! Dan and Katie. Note to self- give them a call soon.
other than that, I'm doing freelance on the side (pretty okay). People can be so obstanent.
Okay now i'm getting tired of writing to no one again.
*Note to self, create an imaginary penpal to write these journal entries to... let's call him Francis... no no not francis. Jodi? No no. Okay I'm just going to pretend to write to my dad. I know that he cares about what I have to say.
See you round Dad.