Life & Love
My life is such a mess at the moment. I've got a whole bunch of important exams to revise for and I've fallen for my best friend. Who happens to have a boyfriend. We both came out to each other as bi last year & she admitted to having a crush on me. Now I've finally got my head together over the fact my parents mock anyone who isn't completely straight & realised that I actually like her back, she has a serious boy friend and is really happy with him. Sucks to be me, I guess!
Doesn't exactly help that she's always asking me to hang out with them and inviting me out to town with them. The worst thing about it is, her boy friend is a really nice guy and is actually a good friend of mine.
I finally get over the fact that she probably doesn't like me any more & then about a month ago when I was at her place watching the Tudors, she kissed me. Great. Then she tells me she's completely in love with this guy & doesn't want to hurt him so I can't tell anyone. So I haven't, but I am now slowly going insane!
Wow that rant made me feel a lot better, shame I could never tell her any of this to her face though!
So because of this, I moped through most of my birthday on Sunday & tortured myself by watching German soap operas, (the boyfriend's German). Made me slightly better to see that all the people's lives on Alles Was Zählt (Everything that Counts), are going just as bad as mine.
The current story line in Hollyoaks is also a bit of a laugh. The Kris/Nancy/Ravi love triangle is never going to work, mainly because their all so jealous of the time they're spending with the other!
Doesn't exactly help that she's always asking me to hang out with them and inviting me out to town with them. The worst thing about it is, her boy friend is a really nice guy and is actually a good friend of mine.
I finally get over the fact that she probably doesn't like me any more & then about a month ago when I was at her place watching the Tudors, she kissed me. Great. Then she tells me she's completely in love with this guy & doesn't want to hurt him so I can't tell anyone. So I haven't, but I am now slowly going insane!
Wow that rant made me feel a lot better, shame I could never tell her any of this to her face though!
So because of this, I moped through most of my birthday on Sunday & tortured myself by watching German soap operas, (the boyfriend's German). Made me slightly better to see that all the people's lives on Alles Was Zählt (Everything that Counts), are going just as bad as mine.
The current story line in Hollyoaks is also a bit of a laugh. The Kris/Nancy/Ravi love triangle is never going to work, mainly because their all so jealous of the time they're spending with the other!