with words of truth I'll rip your heart out too.
I get myself into things that I have a hard time withdrawing from. Like yesterday for instance, I was thrown back to a time when my life was hell, the boyfriend was an asshole always called me at work and made my work situation not always so...well for lack of a better term good. However, while eating cheesecake and watching a Joan Crawford movie I was reminded of how that boyfriend that I wanted to stay with 'forever' cheated on me with not only females, but someone I worked with, someone named Billy AND his boyfriend.
It came up because I was updating Mike on things that had been going on around here, you know how work was, where it is, who I've been sleeping with (which is how the men sleeping with men came up) and how that situation is going along with friends and work and the latest I guess 'gossip' that could come up.
It was funny, but it was just so weird to talk about again. I'm fine with that and I'm not upset, it just reminded me of how I have moved on from him totally, because until Mike brought up the situation, which did make me laugh, and scoff slightly.
A sidenote, I'll say this, it's weird to have known someone so long and then finally get to 'do' things with them that you've thought about forever, and they can go one of two ways... Completely comfortable and it goes really well and you have a relationship with them and it ends up turning shitty; not anything like you'd ever expect and you hate eachother in the end and never speak....
Or, you do what you want and it is completely comfortable, you don't want anything from it and you feel so much better after it happens. :-)
Just a blast from my past... Nothing of real impotance, but kind of a funny, ah. Not a funny haha.
It came up because I was updating Mike on things that had been going on around here, you know how work was, where it is, who I've been sleeping with (which is how the men sleeping with men came up) and how that situation is going along with friends and work and the latest I guess 'gossip' that could come up.
It was funny, but it was just so weird to talk about again. I'm fine with that and I'm not upset, it just reminded me of how I have moved on from him totally, because until Mike brought up the situation, which did make me laugh, and scoff slightly.
A sidenote, I'll say this, it's weird to have known someone so long and then finally get to 'do' things with them that you've thought about forever, and they can go one of two ways... Completely comfortable and it goes really well and you have a relationship with them and it ends up turning shitty; not anything like you'd ever expect and you hate eachother in the end and never speak....
Or, you do what you want and it is completely comfortable, you don't want anything from it and you feel so much better after it happens. :-)
Just a blast from my past... Nothing of real impotance, but kind of a funny, ah. Not a funny haha.