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I'm currently at Urban Art Tattoo due to a 'promotion' of sorts. I now am guaranteed my long awaited and promised 40 hours a week to do less then i've ever done at a job in my life. Am I complaining? No. I'm just not used to really not having to do anything...
I do assist or try to assist people when they come in the door due to my original job purposes, but it's a little hard b/c the artists are very self sufficient and really don't need me here but to unlock and lock the door do the alarm stuff, and clean the store. I've already tried to start because the floor is a bit dirty and everything is really discombobulated over here, or so it seems to me. The paperwork is also different. I do feel quite useless, I have the 'new job' feeling even though I'm far from that.
I'm used to an ordered and organized work space. I know I know, I'm not the neatest or cleanest person but for whatever reason work is a different story.
I digress....
Last night. Summer was drinking at Chicho's she was going to spend the night at our friend jon's house but she didn't because she had a little too much, i realized the look on her face and told her to please come home with me. She did. Before that though, I went to say goodbye to Adam (like I always do) and told him i was taking her home. He asked me if she'd been drinking I said yes and he got angry. He walked away from me and I followed him. He yelled, "What?!" I just kind of looked at him and he told me he was angry/pissed or whatever and i kind of stared. I asked him if he was angry with me and he said no. I told him not to yell at me. He said he was sorry and i just turned around and walked out.
It's bothered me all day. I was going to call him, but I have no idea what i'd say to his yelling at me... *Sigh* I slept pretty crappy due to said yelling incident, but I'm feeling slightly better about the whole situation now...
Mike (roommate mike) had called me earlier this week and asked if I was going to go out, and I told him possibly. I'm going to call him in a little while to see if he's still headed out, I want to kind of just hang out. If it means going down to the beach, then that's what it means. I don't really want to hang around my house. I'm not feeling that tonight.
I just got my car back yesterday and it seems to be alright at the moment. I already put a listing up to sell it, get it off my back as soon as possible and use the money to be able to try and get something else. I do have the time to get a second job due to the sunday-wed off thing.
Oh another thought, I rescheduled with Adam for next Wed. I know this sounds bad, but I don't have high hopes anymore. I just don't. I'm tired of feeling let down by everyone around me. Including myself.
*crosses fingers* I hope my car is really fixed.
I want tonight to work out the way i've set it my head. *crosses fingers*
I do assist or try to assist people when they come in the door due to my original job purposes, but it's a little hard b/c the artists are very self sufficient and really don't need me here but to unlock and lock the door do the alarm stuff, and clean the store. I've already tried to start because the floor is a bit dirty and everything is really discombobulated over here, or so it seems to me. The paperwork is also different. I do feel quite useless, I have the 'new job' feeling even though I'm far from that.
I'm used to an ordered and organized work space. I know I know, I'm not the neatest or cleanest person but for whatever reason work is a different story.
I digress....
Last night. Summer was drinking at Chicho's she was going to spend the night at our friend jon's house but she didn't because she had a little too much, i realized the look on her face and told her to please come home with me. She did. Before that though, I went to say goodbye to Adam (like I always do) and told him i was taking her home. He asked me if she'd been drinking I said yes and he got angry. He walked away from me and I followed him. He yelled, "What?!" I just kind of looked at him and he told me he was angry/pissed or whatever and i kind of stared. I asked him if he was angry with me and he said no. I told him not to yell at me. He said he was sorry and i just turned around and walked out.
It's bothered me all day. I was going to call him, but I have no idea what i'd say to his yelling at me... *Sigh* I slept pretty crappy due to said yelling incident, but I'm feeling slightly better about the whole situation now...
Mike (roommate mike) had called me earlier this week and asked if I was going to go out, and I told him possibly. I'm going to call him in a little while to see if he's still headed out, I want to kind of just hang out. If it means going down to the beach, then that's what it means. I don't really want to hang around my house. I'm not feeling that tonight.
I just got my car back yesterday and it seems to be alright at the moment. I already put a listing up to sell it, get it off my back as soon as possible and use the money to be able to try and get something else. I do have the time to get a second job due to the sunday-wed off thing.
Oh another thought, I rescheduled with Adam for next Wed. I know this sounds bad, but I don't have high hopes anymore. I just don't. I'm tired of feeling let down by everyone around me. Including myself.
*crosses fingers* I hope my car is really fixed.
I want tonight to work out the way i've set it my head. *crosses fingers*