Long time no Post eh?
Yeah so, Update time.
Firstly, as you've probably guessed..I've been busy. Stupidly busy. But the kind of busy where you actually end up with fuck all getting done.
So whats been happening?
Hmmmm, decided to call the modelling thing a day as I seem to be getting nowhere, I guess I'll just cam-whore in my spare time! lol.
Another thing I've decided to call quits is college. I just can't be arsed with that crap anymore. I've been in college for 3years now, and to be honest it feels like 3years wasted. All i do is Art that doesnt feel like art to me, shite nonsense briefs and get "taught" things that i got taught in primary school art classes. Its the same shite different day senario. Argh, don't get me wrong, I love art, I live art, but not when its doing what someone else is telling me to. I guess that means im not very suited to a career in the art industry, but to be honest i'm not even sure I want a job in the arts industry (for the same reason really, I think art should come from the soul and if im doing something that someone has told me to do then thats not art to me, plus the art industry is so fucking hard to get into that i might have well have been shooting myself in the face for the last 3years). Going to college has destroyed my creativity aswell, its like, going to college and being forced to do art just sucks the fun out of it and i dont want to do it in my spare time, plus forcing my brain to think of crap solutions to even crappier briefs just leaves me with a complete lack of ability to gain inspiration from anything anymore. Basically doing art at college sucks balls. The only good thing to come out of college is thats I've made a really good friend int he form of my mate Jill who is a kindred spirit, and I've met some other pretty cool people as well. So to sum it all up, I'm leaving college, I sign my withdrawal form on monday...then im FREE free free free free FrEEEEEEeeeEEEE! whoop whoop!.
What else? Hmmmmmm. I'm hopefully getting a job with Demon Internet as a Customer Servise thing-bob, the shift pattern isnt great (being 8 till late), and its pays about £11,750 to start, but it seems like a cool job to have, plus a couple of my mates work there and there's no dress code (bonus!). Once thats in the bag I think i'll save my pennies for a couple of months then I'm DEFINATLY moving in with Andy. I practically live at his as it is anyway....
On the subject of Andy....waht can I say, things are fucking awesome, I'm completly smitten and will be forever. I've already decided that this is it, he's the one...and the best thing is that i know he feels exactly the same! Yey for me eh?
Generally, I've been good, keep getting randomly ill for a couple of days at a time, but i think that probably changing the pill (im sure you all wanted to know that) and not eating properly coz im lazy! Having some shit with people from the past harrasing me and my family and the police not doing shit about it, but we'll save that rant for another time. Hmmm, Christmas was good. Erm, Andys addicted to Xbox live and I'm adddicted to Sims2 ( I no longer need the real world!). Lornas being abit weird at the moment, and kind of pissing me off, being a fucking pain in the arse 16yr old (no offence to any 16yr olds out there), you know, thinking she's smarter,cooler and generally better and above everyone (even myself and mum, which just isnt on in my books), but tha main thing thats annoying me is the complete lack of communication on her part, all she does is wake up - go on comp- go to school- get home- go on comp- eat dinner - go on comp - go to bed - and thus the cycle begins. I mean, is it alot for my to want a conversation with my little sister, or even more than a mumbled sentance when i get in after being away all weekend. ARGH ARGH ARGH, I cant wait for her to grow out of this horrid stage.
What else....erm, started playing CyberPunk (for those who dont know what that is, its a role-playing game, d20 system, based in the future where the world gone a bit tits up and industrial and most people have criminal professions and lots of big guns, addictions, and cybernetics...fecking cool), I, as normally, am playing a kind of Tank Girl rip-off character called Crash, she's pretty cool, Ex-Military Jacker (theif), with demolitions expertise! Sweet..oh and not to mention the Glock.17. nice as pie. I'll stop boring ya'll with all that now though Imight be very sad and make another LJ for my RPG'ing adventures! lol..maybe not, lets pretend i didnt say that.
Other than that I've got a bit of cabin fever, I need to go somewhere UV and loud and pulsating (well mayber not pulsating! but you get what I mean.) and I need to go somewhere Sparkly and trashy and dirty and pink and oh so glam.....argh, im bored of the pub. Pubs suck. Actually just our regular sucks...sucks like a sucky-thing, Damn it.
I think I'm done ranting now.
I'll try to post more often, but hey, no promises.
-x-
Firstly, as you've probably guessed..I've been busy. Stupidly busy. But the kind of busy where you actually end up with fuck all getting done.
So whats been happening?
Hmmmm, decided to call the modelling thing a day as I seem to be getting nowhere, I guess I'll just cam-whore in my spare time! lol.
Another thing I've decided to call quits is college. I just can't be arsed with that crap anymore. I've been in college for 3years now, and to be honest it feels like 3years wasted. All i do is Art that doesnt feel like art to me, shite nonsense briefs and get "taught" things that i got taught in primary school art classes. Its the same shite different day senario. Argh, don't get me wrong, I love art, I live art, but not when its doing what someone else is telling me to. I guess that means im not very suited to a career in the art industry, but to be honest i'm not even sure I want a job in the arts industry (for the same reason really, I think art should come from the soul and if im doing something that someone has told me to do then thats not art to me, plus the art industry is so fucking hard to get into that i might have well have been shooting myself in the face for the last 3years). Going to college has destroyed my creativity aswell, its like, going to college and being forced to do art just sucks the fun out of it and i dont want to do it in my spare time, plus forcing my brain to think of crap solutions to even crappier briefs just leaves me with a complete lack of ability to gain inspiration from anything anymore. Basically doing art at college sucks balls. The only good thing to come out of college is thats I've made a really good friend int he form of my mate Jill who is a kindred spirit, and I've met some other pretty cool people as well. So to sum it all up, I'm leaving college, I sign my withdrawal form on monday...then im FREE free free free free FrEEEEEEeeeEEEE! whoop whoop!.
What else? Hmmmmmm. I'm hopefully getting a job with Demon Internet as a Customer Servise thing-bob, the shift pattern isnt great (being 8 till late), and its pays about £11,750 to start, but it seems like a cool job to have, plus a couple of my mates work there and there's no dress code (bonus!). Once thats in the bag I think i'll save my pennies for a couple of months then I'm DEFINATLY moving in with Andy. I practically live at his as it is anyway....
On the subject of Andy....waht can I say, things are fucking awesome, I'm completly smitten and will be forever. I've already decided that this is it, he's the one...and the best thing is that i know he feels exactly the same! Yey for me eh?
Generally, I've been good, keep getting randomly ill for a couple of days at a time, but i think that probably changing the pill (im sure you all wanted to know that) and not eating properly coz im lazy! Having some shit with people from the past harrasing me and my family and the police not doing shit about it, but we'll save that rant for another time. Hmmm, Christmas was good. Erm, Andys addicted to Xbox live and I'm adddicted to Sims2 ( I no longer need the real world!). Lornas being abit weird at the moment, and kind of pissing me off, being a fucking pain in the arse 16yr old (no offence to any 16yr olds out there), you know, thinking she's smarter,cooler and generally better and above everyone (even myself and mum, which just isnt on in my books), but tha main thing thats annoying me is the complete lack of communication on her part, all she does is wake up - go on comp- go to school- get home- go on comp- eat dinner - go on comp - go to bed - and thus the cycle begins. I mean, is it alot for my to want a conversation with my little sister, or even more than a mumbled sentance when i get in after being away all weekend. ARGH ARGH ARGH, I cant wait for her to grow out of this horrid stage.
What else....erm, started playing CyberPunk (for those who dont know what that is, its a role-playing game, d20 system, based in the future where the world gone a bit tits up and industrial and most people have criminal professions and lots of big guns, addictions, and cybernetics...fecking cool), I, as normally, am playing a kind of Tank Girl rip-off character called Crash, she's pretty cool, Ex-Military Jacker (theif), with demolitions expertise! Sweet..oh and not to mention the Glock.17. nice as pie. I'll stop boring ya'll with all that now though Imight be very sad and make another LJ for my RPG'ing adventures! lol..maybe not, lets pretend i didnt say that.
Other than that I've got a bit of cabin fever, I need to go somewhere UV and loud and pulsating (well mayber not pulsating! but you get what I mean.) and I need to go somewhere Sparkly and trashy and dirty and pink and oh so glam.....argh, im bored of the pub. Pubs suck. Actually just our regular sucks...sucks like a sucky-thing, Damn it.
I think I'm done ranting now.
I'll try to post more often, but hey, no promises.
-x-