"A Nightmare is like real life, it affects you in the end"

[cyber_glamour]

So there I was..talking to Darren in class surrounded by a bunch of people I don't even know. Then the firealarm went off in school and everyone runs twords the door including Darren. Half the class gets out the door along with him, then the doors instantly shut by theirselves and lock myself and quite a few other people in. I started crouching twords the door for no reason at all then I hear, "POP! POP! POP!" and people screaming. I just sit there until we are evacuated. When we are outside I remember seeing a blurry image of a black person with a gun and shooting at people. I don't really remember what happened then until we were sent back into school and I remember seeing blood and bodies all over center hall and the main staircase. When I got back to homeroom I asked to use the lav and I remember stepping over bodies of people I don't know. Blood was all over in pools around bodies. I opened up the nearest classroom door and bodies were laying everywhere.. When I got back to homeroom I screamed frantically..."Where's Darren, where's Darren?" and he never showed up...never came back.

-Nightmare #1

I was in a shopping outlet that ended up turning into my room just different with a bunch of different clothes. I started trying them on because I wanted to steal them or something or another and this kid Matt was with me. I was fully naked and Darren walks into the room and asks me why I don't have any clothes on. I tell him why and he doesn't believe me. We end up fighting then he breaks up with me and walks away. Then I end up seeing him with another girl and they're holding hands and making out.

It broke my heart in the dream and I swear I felt it in real life.

-Nightmare #2

That is the 5th nightmare I've had about Darren and I. I've only had one good dream about us...I wonder what this means...