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I'm very depressed, have been for a long time now. This world sucks and I am tired of living in it. I wish I could leave. I'm tired of living on the edge, wondering if I will be able to pay my rent or end up homeless again. I just can't keep working for a living. I am tired of abuse. I don't want to end up behind bars for blowing a fuse. Trust me, jail is no place to live your life. You have to a be physco killer to survive. I would rather die than be locked up again. My life was ruined at an early age and has never gotten better.