i don't even know anymore

Dec 01, 2004 21:42

i need to do something, i have to beable to acting some sort of change, i can't do it tho, it's like in Cleaks i'm not gonna disturbt eh way of things just so i can shit comfertably. i really want things to change, but also i like how they are. not cuz i actually like it, i just like that it's so comfertible and it just fits my life now, and i seldomly worry about the way of things. i can't take this anymore, nothing seems to be working just as i think i have something going right something always happens to bring it crashing down. i hate it and i hate the people who do it to me, but i can't hate them cuz i love them. i cant sdo anything right, it's all my fault some how and everything always comes down to me.

god damn it i wanted to go to bed early tonight

~Cyb3rPunk
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