May 12, 2005 07:51
so Rach created my journal thing and now it is AWESOME!!
shes sooo good at being the nerd...
MY HAIR!!
i love my hair now...
i have an interview today at a place called Texas Roadhouse..a restaurant
i could work there nights...a little more money never hurt anyone..
so i am going through some things and they suck
basically a little depression a lot of hurt
dont exactly know what is bringing it all on
but i am dealing with it the best i can...
start psychiatry next month..
maybe that will help.
Rachel has been awesome... she doesn't try to act like she is better than me
she really helps me ya know...
that means a lot to me.
maybe i need her..i like to think that i dont
because i always tell her to be independant and NEVER need anyone
hmmm...maybe things are changing
so i hurt her..did something i should have never done
i feel like a total ball of crap...
talk later!!!