May 03, 2005 13:36
hey again...im at work on my lunch break...
i ate cereal..cereal is always good...
not a good day ya know?
ive been having bad days for a while...
its this town...i hate it here
me and rach fought today..that always sucks..
oh well...
leave for Cali next weekend..
i dont want to go at all, but i have to ya know...
i start school september...i am ready for that
i really need to get some friends here because it is
killing me.....
lonely...depressed....pissed...ill overall...thats my moods right now
afraid...that me and rach wont last much longer..dont know how that is going to go...
i love her but....things are sucking right now
maybe well get through it...who knows...
maybe i am not good for her...
who knows...
well that is all...
"dont ignore whats obvious"