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fucked up. yeah i did i admit it. i hurt for it, but what can i do. i hope to god that i did not fuck up what i have right now. shes the most important thing to me right now. i feel like i have let her down tremendously. i told her that i would never hurt her and i already did. its going to take alot for me to prove to her that i can be great for her. damn it i will though. i am sorry to all of her friends for hurting her. i didnt mean it. i will never do it again. to you rachel, you know i am sorry. i care about you more than anything. i want to take you away from your hurt, but i cant. i wish i was there to keep the drama and bullshit away. i will see you on Friday....