hey camilo... i totally agree with the stated opinion (AND FACT) about how u feel that u dont have to do those things to be happy and feel nice, peaceful, hopeful and energized...i never said that (and u never said i did) but i wanna make sure u understand that i dont do that stuff all the time to get that nice feeling... i know there r other wonderful ways to feel ecstatic and happy... i know because being around my friends makes me happy, alone. being around my parents...my mom (miss her)... the guy i like... some teachers (that inspire me)... you, a nice old(not old as in age but old as in i feel like ive known u since forever) wise friend..... accomplishing what ive wanted and worked for, for so long (like presidency for class officers)... school... everything. so, u r probably wondering "y do u go to this measures if all this things make u happy?"...... well, ill tell u.... because sometimes i need a little break... it helps to get my mind off of some things (andi am aware that those things "problems"are still going to be there) and its not something i do everyday at all..... if u knew me (which i assume u do) ud know that... i am not weak minded... i do not belive that everytime i want to get "happy" or "forget things" i have to drink ... i know i dont. its just sort of a thing i choose to do (after thinking it thoroughly) when i believe its the right time at the right place to kind of change my routine... but keep in my mind , like i said, i dont normally do this but its those once in a while kinda things that happens..... dont get me wrong. when i do them i never exceed my self boundaries and i am aware of my actions at all times. i choose not to regret anything i do but take it as a learning experience and yet, another page in the book of my life.... i hope u understand me and do not think of me differently.... i am just a human being with different perspectives bout some issues such as this.
pam i know a lot of people drink at our school. i am just saing its ok. i dont think any body is an alcoholic at our school. i know that you dont drink to get drunk or ditzy. you are way too smart for that. when i wrote that i wasnt thinking of school. i was thinking just in general terms. we are preaty smart all together and we know when to say when rigth? any ways i was focousing more on the feeling of being around friends not so much in the alcohol.( actualy i didnt think of the alcohol around us when i was writing this it is just that nuevo leon has the hiest under age drinking rate in mexico and since i was talking about menterrey i thougt that i would mention that.)
finaly i did not mean this post to be a anti-drinking post it was more geared towards how i think my life is being position now
not something i do everyday at all..... if u knew me (which i assume u do) ud know that... i am not weak minded... i do not belive that everytime i want to get "happy" or "forget things" i have to drink ... i know i dont. its just sort of a thing i choose to do (after thinking it thoroughly) when i believe its the right time at the right place to kind of change my routine... but keep in my mind , like i said, i dont normally do this but its those once in a while kinda things that happens..... dont get me wrong. when i do them i never exceed my self boundaries and i am aware of my actions at all times. i choose not to regret anything i do but take it as a learning experience and yet, another page in the book of my life.... i hope u understand me and do not think of me differently.... i am just a human being with different perspectives bout some issues such as this.
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finaly i did not mean this post to be a anti-drinking post it was more geared towards how i think my life is being position now
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