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I have a huge spiritual [not to be confused with religious] void. My body feels weak and my mind goes numb in the heat.
Actually, I don't just have a spiritual void. I have a huge, everything encompassing void.
It started as a small empty pit in my midsection and its grown to unspeakable size.
I stand in it now, an aura black as black. Not a not blue-black or red-black or even shadow-black.
A black so black that it absorbs all the light and reflects nothing but the tower card.
Naw, okay, I'm actually not doing that bad.
I've been doing a lot of soul searching, and haven't found out anything about myself, except what I don't want to become.
I crave autumn.
Every molecule of my body screams with anticipation. I want to watch as the deciduous trees stripe nude and the night starts acting on its vendetta against the sun.
I want to layer up and open my eyes wide under the overcast, standing out neon under the gray.
Actually, I don't just have a spiritual void. I have a huge, everything encompassing void.
It started as a small empty pit in my midsection and its grown to unspeakable size.
I stand in it now, an aura black as black. Not a not blue-black or red-black or even shadow-black.
A black so black that it absorbs all the light and reflects nothing but the tower card.
Naw, okay, I'm actually not doing that bad.
I've been doing a lot of soul searching, and haven't found out anything about myself, except what I don't want to become.
I crave autumn.
Every molecule of my body screams with anticipation. I want to watch as the deciduous trees stripe nude and the night starts acting on its vendetta against the sun.
I want to layer up and open my eyes wide under the overcast, standing out neon under the gray.