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I got kicked out again!!
So I did kick holes in the wall, yeah, but he threatened to kick me out before that anyways...this sucks..but! I am still going to VNV Nation and such.
Jeannine's not going. Maybe that has something to do with Mike also. Oh well. She has been wierd lately- obsessively cleaning or being wierd about tidiness(placement of hair tie). (mimmicking? as one does when in love or in grest like.) Mom asked this morning if I was on drugs, sayign Jeannine asked.
Man, if I was on drugs I'd be in happy lal la land. (choosing the happy la la land kind of stuff of course). I scream because I am not on drugs, because i am in reality. (NOT implying that I wish I were on drugs so I scream but that if I was on drugs I would be so gone I wouldn't have to scream. Ya see?) so that kind of pissed me off. Seriously- if I was doign drugs I'd go right to the 'venue' and sit their smoking, snorting, or popping, my brain away, I would not care abiut the lack of home or the events surrounding...
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I got kicked out again!!
So I did kick holes in the wall, yeah, but he threatened to kick me out before that anyways...this sucks..but! I am still going to VNV Nation and such.
Jeannine's not going. Maybe that has something to do with Mike also. Oh well. She has been wierd lately- obsessively cleaning or being wierd about tidiness(placement of hair tie). (mimmicking? as one does when in love or in grest like.) Mom asked this morning if I was on drugs, sayign Jeannine asked.
Man, if I was on drugs I'd be in happy lal la land. (choosing the happy la la land kind of stuff of course). I scream because I am not on drugs, because i am in reality. (NOT implying that I wish I were on drugs so I scream but that if I was on drugs I would be so gone I wouldn't have to scream. Ya see?) so that kind of pissed me off. Seriously- if I was doign drugs I'd go right to the 'venue' and sit their smoking, snorting, or popping, my brain away, I would not care abiut the lack of home or the events surrounding...