What is it I'm feeling?
Like a muted memory the feeling lays distant in the wake of a wordy existence,
What is it I'm feeling?
Is this a relief of commitment?
Is this a happy ending?
Is this what I truly feel?
Perhaps I'm not cut out for this shade of life,
This frazzled outlook disappears like electricity,
And I feel sad on my escape from the messenger,
How much do I miss,
How much do I miss her,
Could it really be not enough?
Or am I just fooling myself into a mad world?
Are we going nowhere or just farther apart?
Am I to forget, such goodness of heart?
This is not to resent.
Take the will of sadness and let it carry you on.
amends=to change for the better; improve
"Days like this, I don't know what to do with myself.
All day - and all night.
I wander the halls along the walls and under my breath.
I say to myself.
I need fuel - to take flight -
And there's too much going on.
But it's calm under the waves, in the blue of my oblivion.
Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion."-Sullen Girl~Fiona Apple
What is it I'm feeling?
Is this a relief of commitment?
Is this a happy ending?
Is this what I truly feel?
Perhaps I'm not cut out for this shade of life,
This frazzled outlook disappears like electricity,
And I feel sad on my escape from the messenger,
How much do I miss,
How much do I miss her,
Could it really be not enough?
Or am I just fooling myself into a mad world?
Are we going nowhere or just farther apart?
Am I to forget, such goodness of heart?
This is not to resent.
Take the will of sadness and let it carry you on.
amends=to change for the better; improve
"Days like this, I don't know what to do with myself.
All day - and all night.
I wander the halls along the walls and under my breath.
I say to myself.
I need fuel - to take flight -
And there's too much going on.
But it's calm under the waves, in the blue of my oblivion.
Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion."-Sullen Girl~Fiona Apple