Recession repression regression (note: avoidance of my anatomy class notes)
Recession:
Most potently it occurs in the mind but the stage is set with physical denial of comfort, contact, care. Recede from the boundaries with which to define yourself and you become indistinct, unmemorable, prone to concurrent change and defiance.
Repression:
Classic case fo denial, gone mad into a bloom of the flower that was feed dye- colors appearing out of nowhere. These colors once being the shades that identified the type now are sported to spot the madness. This spontaneity holds no grounds against the type that was meant to bring you a smile. It rewards not even the owner.
Regression:
Things cease to matter so you tap into the unknown, whats beneath the surface, confronting the inner world that scares you with marked recklessness,uncouth, discerning between reality and fantasy, and your regression takes place almost involuntarily, unfettered by the warning controls, influenced not by the consequences of time, you are free from the concerns that riddle the past, you face the youth of the future, the brightness of white lies, and the face that guides you reflected in the mirror.
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I want to get to know her more but I think that maybe she will be bored with my friendship. I think there is a serious side to her, though she has admitted not liking to be around people who are too serious. I think that maybe I am too serious (into my depression) sometimes. I can frown for days if I wanted to but then again I can smile, genuine or not. This week stretches long without concentration and it's onyl tuesday. I don't have an official phone (unless you count the one by the pool) and I worry that I wil call her on Friday or something and I will not get in touch. Thinking maybe I should try to use that free phone on campus if it is open and see if she is up and wants to make plans for some day. If I get enough money back from books then I want to take her to Uncle Joes pizza- she was surprised and happy that I knew about that place. (I did from going to LVA). )Candice introduced me to it I think). I thought it was amusing that we both knew about it. I wonder what she's like when she's very serious. Maybe she rejects it because she felt the grimness of it through bad times.
Most potently it occurs in the mind but the stage is set with physical denial of comfort, contact, care. Recede from the boundaries with which to define yourself and you become indistinct, unmemorable, prone to concurrent change and defiance.
Repression:
Classic case fo denial, gone mad into a bloom of the flower that was feed dye- colors appearing out of nowhere. These colors once being the shades that identified the type now are sported to spot the madness. This spontaneity holds no grounds against the type that was meant to bring you a smile. It rewards not even the owner.
Regression:
Things cease to matter so you tap into the unknown, whats beneath the surface, confronting the inner world that scares you with marked recklessness,uncouth, discerning between reality and fantasy, and your regression takes place almost involuntarily, unfettered by the warning controls, influenced not by the consequences of time, you are free from the concerns that riddle the past, you face the youth of the future, the brightness of white lies, and the face that guides you reflected in the mirror.
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I want to get to know her more but I think that maybe she will be bored with my friendship. I think there is a serious side to her, though she has admitted not liking to be around people who are too serious. I think that maybe I am too serious (into my depression) sometimes. I can frown for days if I wanted to but then again I can smile, genuine or not. This week stretches long without concentration and it's onyl tuesday. I don't have an official phone (unless you count the one by the pool) and I worry that I wil call her on Friday or something and I will not get in touch. Thinking maybe I should try to use that free phone on campus if it is open and see if she is up and wants to make plans for some day. If I get enough money back from books then I want to take her to Uncle Joes pizza- she was surprised and happy that I knew about that place. (I did from going to LVA). )Candice introduced me to it I think). I thought it was amusing that we both knew about it. I wonder what she's like when she's very serious. Maybe she rejects it because she felt the grimness of it through bad times.