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[cyanidedaquari]

she can't, she won't even do one fucking thing for her only daughter
if i want anything, i have to do it myself
every single thing
it's like i'm living on my own
but she's my fucking mother
and i'm only 15
i can't do every fucking thing by myself
she won't even make one fucking phone call for me
no
for me, this was a test
to see if she would actually do it
and i was right: she didn't
i knew it
she's trying to teach me independance but she's just taking it too fucking far
like she won't even do one fucking phone call for me
whatever
everyone's against me today
sophia and caitlin both think that i'm a bullshitter and that i was just lying to them so i could be with chris which is a lie
i'm fucking by myself right now and they think that i'm with him and won't believe me
just because at the last minute my mom got all bitchy and said that i couldn't go to the movies with them and that they couldn't sleep over
i thought sophia was my fucking best friend
but her msn name is : alisha ur a fucking bullshitter:@
like what the fuck did i do?
whatever