day two. the crush.

Jun 21, 2010 15:39

dear crush.
you had such an amazing smile.  i always admired you, i always thought you had an awesome atitude.  your hand was always so soft.  but i knew i could not trust you.  i could not feel your lips on mine.  i knew and i knew and i knew.  but i didn't believe it.  i wanted you and i thought you would want me back.

guess who was wrong?

i got over you.  i didn't think about you anymore. and i'm better now.  i hated it when you dyed that little tuft of hair blond, and i hated how you always had to be soooo non conformist.  give it up.  i can see that you hate a part of your self.  there is a part of you, i have no idea how big it is, that wants to be like everybody else.  but you would never admit it.  you had strong opinions but you never stood up for them.  you thought you deserved everything, just because you were intelligent.  you don't want to do anything in your life.  you'd rather be stuck in the same place and have somthing to complain about. rather than out and away.

have a nice life, and go away.
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