day one. the best friend. (or best friends)
dear hannah and rose.
whether you realize or not, you have both changed my life. SO MUCH. i wish i could say you guys were my best friends. but you guys are so much more than that to me. you are my sisters. at those times when i just pretend everything is okay, hannah knows that i am not. and she does not pressure me at all. she says "when you are ready, i will listen". and rose, you are also amazing. when i want to bitch about somebody, or something, or the government, or the world, she always, always, listens.
hannah, i love that when you want us to do something you say "guys, can we really make this happen?!". i love how you said i was your best friend. i love your voice, and how much you care.
rose, i love the way you are absolutely fearless, but on the days when you are sad you have this look of how you are tired of carrying the world on your shoulders. i like the way you forget i like boys.
both of you: i love how even from the beginning i trusted you with my whole life. both of you have this absolute confidence, which i don't have. you guys accept me, you guys love me.
all three of us, we have this connection. our souls vibrate on the same wavelength. i don't know why, but i get this crazy feeling that one day, we'll still be us. can't have one without the other two. i love how you guys don't get jealous thet i hang out with the other one, like some dumb couples would.
we aren't perfect, but it all works.