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I'm so angry right now, angry at the world, my parents, myself. I got dropped from 2 out of 4 of my classes, it's my own fault. I should have seen it coming. I'm just so pissed at the fact that my mom doesnt understand my point of view. I mean I know I fucked it all up, I'm the one who didn't go to class, not her. But the fact that she will sit there and say well I told you so. I told her I lost my interest because those classes weren't helping me because I had planned on going to the Art Institute and now that I'm not, I don't need those classes. But then she said, "Well I knew you weren't going to the Art Institute." So I said, "Glad you were behind me. Goodnight, I'll talk to you tomorrow." As I walk out the door, I hear, "No you won't." So I walk back in and say, "You're fucking right I won't now." Anyway....it went on and on and continued through the house. I don't know what I'm going to do now, other than sign up for next semester and go from there I guess. I truly feel like a loser now, I failed two out of four classes.......shit.