the end of it all
My life sucks so bad right now (I didn't want to start it that way but i couldn't think of anything else) I'm sick of feeling so inadequate around everyone. They make me feel like shit and the don't treat me like everyone else. I'm sick of being the odd man out. I'm sick of not being noticed by the people who I want to notice me. I hate having the same repetitive days and not doing anything productive, yet whenever someone suggests something, no one wants to do it. I just wish that I would meet someone who I could hang out with and we wouldn't have to smoke to have fun, and we would actually go do stuff. I think I met that girl already but I think the chance is gone. It's cool though I guess, the time to give up is soon. I'm sick of taking shit from people and they think it's ok to do it. It's absolutely bullshit. Fuck all of you who take advantage of me and talk down to me and make me feel like shit, I hope you die.