Hollywood fantasy...
Good lord it has been awhile since I actually update with something. So here it is;
I'm in L.A. again, having fun and learning alot about the production sides of the industry. Last night Slain and I were hanging out wiht some people and my brain was just gleefully soaking up all the info. Went ot the beach for the first time since I was about 12, almost cried I was so happy to see it again. Thinking alot about moving out here, the desert has gotten very stale very fast.
Yesterday we went to the old Kroytona in Hollywood. A long time ago it was a community of different religions all living together, and there are still some shrines and lots of really awesome vibrational energy there. We visited one of the Mary shrines and I left some coins and my fave pair of earrings and put some fresh flowers at her feet. I am not Catholic, but I do revere Mary as a great mother spirit and as a symbol of other maternal goddesses like Yemaja, Isis, Shakti, and Demeter. I prayed for many things and after I felt a warm tingling sensation like a palm caressing my face.
Praise be to all Mother Goddesses!
Lately my heart has felt very big, as if it is finally breathing after being suffocated for a long time. After speaking with Mary it got even bigger. I feel something very big and good and right is coming. I met someone recently who wants to hook me up (no pun intended) with my first suspension, I think part of this new feeling may be my heart preparing for new growth and enlightenment through the suspension. I also feel it is something else to, along with this "big heart" feeling has been feelings of focus, strentgh and loss of fear and uncertainty. I won't say more about what I think it is (afraid of jinxing it as I have in the past by talking too much) but I hope some of your prayers and meditations are with me as mine are with all of you.
Love,
Kat
I'm in L.A. again, having fun and learning alot about the production sides of the industry. Last night Slain and I were hanging out wiht some people and my brain was just gleefully soaking up all the info. Went ot the beach for the first time since I was about 12, almost cried I was so happy to see it again. Thinking alot about moving out here, the desert has gotten very stale very fast.
Yesterday we went to the old Kroytona in Hollywood. A long time ago it was a community of different religions all living together, and there are still some shrines and lots of really awesome vibrational energy there. We visited one of the Mary shrines and I left some coins and my fave pair of earrings and put some fresh flowers at her feet. I am not Catholic, but I do revere Mary as a great mother spirit and as a symbol of other maternal goddesses like Yemaja, Isis, Shakti, and Demeter. I prayed for many things and after I felt a warm tingling sensation like a palm caressing my face.
Praise be to all Mother Goddesses!
Lately my heart has felt very big, as if it is finally breathing after being suffocated for a long time. After speaking with Mary it got even bigger. I feel something very big and good and right is coming. I met someone recently who wants to hook me up (no pun intended) with my first suspension, I think part of this new feeling may be my heart preparing for new growth and enlightenment through the suspension. I also feel it is something else to, along with this "big heart" feeling has been feelings of focus, strentgh and loss of fear and uncertainty. I won't say more about what I think it is (afraid of jinxing it as I have in the past by talking too much) but I hope some of your prayers and meditations are with me as mine are with all of you.
Love,
Kat