leaving... and if you didnt leave me this way, you could use this: 843-0967

Aug 14, 2004 13:41

well im leaving feeling weird. and restless. with a lot of things on my mind. hopefully a week away from everything ill just forget! or i can imagine... the reasons why. blech the reasons why. whats the point?
well, i waited. and now my waitings coming to an end. now i get to just think for a week... think and think and think with so many unanswered questions running through my head. theres so many. maybe emily was right... too bad, emily. it's too late now. im sorry, i failed you.

right now i feel like someone else. ive felt like someone else all day. i always feel like someone else. never myself. do i ever feel like mirise? who is mirise? what am i... i know when i feel like myself. but is that even real? what is real? can you remember the last time you felt something real?
mreesa. not mirise. haha kira figured that out.
theres just so much running through my head and i cant shake it out. oh i cant wait till this settles down and im back to my numb state. pushing it all away is the easiest medicine in forgetting what you dont want to remember.
That song that makes my spine shiver. Is the only song I can recall.
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