you only stayed to break my heart i can tell by the way you runaway
so today was so fuckin gay i wanted to just shoot myself. shit with nick is just going further and further down the drain and honestly its really fuckin gay i miss the person that i met when i first saw him..but ever since anna hes been so fuckin retarded hell even tons parents dont want them hanging out cuz they think hes the whole reason why some of this shit is happening. which is tru..
i dont think i was suppose to kno that he took bars yesterday but blitz slipped and i found out...got really pissed becuz he fuckin promised me...its like everything he ever promised me even if we were together or not went down the drain and its not able to be recovered. i honestly wonder sometimes why i put myself threw this shit...i cant just up and leave, ive never been able to do that even with all the people that have done it to me..ive never had the heart.
and now i have to sit on the fone with heather while she cries her eyes out becuz of her fuckin mother..i hate this shit...i dont want to hear her cry...
all i wanted to do was go see angel but no both of them havent called. so im gonna spend my time trying to make heather feel better while i put my shit to the side like i alwayz do, suck it up and fix my friends.....
sometimes i get so tired of this.....most people dont realize that i need it...and never make an effort to try and fix it...i want so badly for someone to come rescue me and just be there for me...
whatever..
Your sweet little hands
Brush right past me
Sometimes you don't understand
Why you can't reach
I bite when I don't want to bend
How silent I can be
So she is silent too
She's the one who saw my words
Broken, Torn at the seams
And broken words were all she heard
Now she's walking away from me
Some never meant
And some meant well
The difference between us is so
Hard to tell
I was so shaken but now
All I see
Is everything she meant to me
i dont think i was suppose to kno that he took bars yesterday but blitz slipped and i found out...got really pissed becuz he fuckin promised me...its like everything he ever promised me even if we were together or not went down the drain and its not able to be recovered. i honestly wonder sometimes why i put myself threw this shit...i cant just up and leave, ive never been able to do that even with all the people that have done it to me..ive never had the heart.
and now i have to sit on the fone with heather while she cries her eyes out becuz of her fuckin mother..i hate this shit...i dont want to hear her cry...
all i wanted to do was go see angel but no both of them havent called. so im gonna spend my time trying to make heather feel better while i put my shit to the side like i alwayz do, suck it up and fix my friends.....
sometimes i get so tired of this.....most people dont realize that i need it...and never make an effort to try and fix it...i want so badly for someone to come rescue me and just be there for me...
whatever..
Your sweet little hands
Brush right past me
Sometimes you don't understand
Why you can't reach
I bite when I don't want to bend
How silent I can be
So she is silent too
She's the one who saw my words
Broken, Torn at the seams
And broken words were all she heard
Now she's walking away from me
Some never meant
And some meant well
The difference between us is so
Hard to tell
I was so shaken but now
All I see
Is everything she meant to me