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[cyanide_blue]

I exist.

Moliere sucked in my life and spat it out again. I have been triple-scheduled at times. And that, my darlings, is why it took so long for me to update.

Senior year is... hectic, yet entertaining, yet maddening. I never thought I'd get senioritis, but look at me go

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[ealasaid07]

Kate, people don't show up for my shit either. I deal. Jeez, I mean I just made freakin state for Debate, and still no one showed. I'm sorry. I got home from The Miser after five and collapsed on the couch. So I'm sorry.

[er_im_raen]

im going with sarah on this cause yea i was doing my eagle project and no one showed up to help me yes not the same as sitting on your ass and watching but still important to me

[ealasaid07]

I'm not trying to be bitchy, just honest. I'm really sorry.

[cyanide_blue]

Yes, but, you didn't invite me. Had I known that I could actually attend these things, I would have, actually.

And even if you had invited me and I wouldn't have wanted to go or couldn't, I'd have given you a better excuse than "I don't want to go because it's boring and I'm tired."

I'm just frustrated, that's all. It's as though all my hard work is negated just because it's opera and it's boring, and people are tired.

But it's over so there's no point in this. I won't bother you about anything else, don't worry, it's rather clear that it wouldn't change anything anyway.

[ealasaid07]

It's the fact that you demand that we go, not ask. I was also running on three hours of sleep. Trust me, I was wavering, but the demanding thing was not working. I said I was sorry and it's not like we were the only people who didn't go. I don't know what else to say.

[cyanide_blue]

I didn't demand. I asked. I did not demand.

I asked and then I asked why not when you flat-out refused. I don't think that's out of line. I didn't say that you had to go; I'm not a fucking diva.

[ealasaid07]

Kate, you called yourself a diva today. You do make demands. I didn't flat out refused. I barely got home today, ok! I sat on the couch to take off my shoes and passed out for the next two hours. I said I was fucking sorry, what do you want me to do, bow to where you walk? If that's where you are going, it isn't happening. If you can't accept an apology, I don't know what can happen. Why are you acting like I'm the only person who didn't fucking show up? Cause it wasn't just me, I just happen to give reasons why I wasn't showing up. I was at the Miser longer than you were today. The only person to leave later than me was Peter. I'll be there by noon on Monday, and after the tech as well. So, I'm trying to help make things run smoothly for other things that are in your life, if that is all right by you. I didn't want to get in a fight over this. There's more that I could say, but if I'm going to blow up, I'd rather do it in person.

[cyanide_blue]

There's no point to any of this. It won't change anything for either of us.

I'm just glad to see where I stand. This explains a lot.