I can feel you slipping away like sand between my fingers
First off, FUCK YOU ALL Yeah, that made me feel a bit better, and if it hurt your feelings, I don't give a damn. Be hurt, in fact, suffer as you wonder why the hell I told YOU to fuck off when you probably haven't done a damn thing wrong.
I am sick and fucking tired of all you drama queens who over exaggerate every little fucking thing in your life to make it seem like it's a fucking catastrophe. Half of all your problems are self-inflicted, which is me saying that you make your life full of drama. But let me tell you, nothing pisses mme off more than those of you who dramatize OTHER people's problems. Their problems have NOTHING to do with you, and you should let them deal with it. Now don't get me wrong, I have my little bouts of drama, but MY FUCKING GOD. It wouldn't seem half as bad if SOMEONE didn't fucking over exaggerate my problems. I could easily let things slip by, but its you god damn drama queens who make that almost impossible to do.
Next, you assholes who just can't grasp the fact that I hate it when you randomly drop by. You piss me off too! I don't have a problem with being nice to you, actually, Im usually a really nice person to people, but you dipwads think that my kindness is an invitation into my life. Well, I hate to burst your bubble, but it isn't. I don't have any problem with talking to you at school, BUT WHEN YOU RANDOMLY COME TO MY HOUSE AND STAY FOR HOURS WHEN YOU DIDN'T CALL TO SEE IF YOU COULD COME OVER IN THE FIRST PLACE, IT PISSES ME OFF. Seriously, it isnt like you cant look up my phone number if you don't have it. Obviously you know where I live, so it shouldn't be that hard to find it. Learn to use the telephone you jackass, I realize you come from a school where you education is VERY minute, but you know how to use a phone, and a call to warn me that you are going to drop by WOULD be nice. I'm usually doing something, and if it doesnt seem that important to you, it might be to me.
We all know I don't mind doing favors for people. (Hayzee this doesnt include you with the time issue because you had a reason to want that cd so soon) You fucking idiots need to learn that I have a life, and doing things like burning cds is not the main priority in my life. You need to learn to wait. I can't stand it when you fucktards come up to me the day after you ask me to make something, then get pissy when I tell you I didn't get it done. I AM SO FUCKING SORRY I HAVE A LIFE THAT DOESNT REVOLVE AROUND WHAT YOU WANT. Bastards. The whole fucking lot of you. When I explain to you why I didn't get it done (and its usually a damn good reason) You dont even fucking care because you didn't get what you wanted. WELL IF YOU WANT THE CD SO BAD GO OUT AND BUY IT. Your lucky that I dont make you pay me more everytime I have to hear you bitch. Hell, some of you are lucky I don't make you pay at all. You shouldn't take advantage of my kindness by making me feel bad that I didnt get it done in time to please your whiny ass.
Another thing I can't stand. All of you bastards who sat there and made fun of me for what I listened to, and said you hated it, but now you listen to it because its cool. I cannot fucking stand people like you. In a few months, you will be making fun of me once again when you yourself used to listen to what I listen to, and you used to do the things I do. Grow the fuck up. You are all living a fucking lie just to fit in. Well, when the ball drops, you wont catch it before it hits the ground, and you will realize how pathetic you really are. Sadly, by the time you realize that, your REAL friends, wont be around anymore. You will forever have to live in a web of lies that you cant escape, nor keep up with.
I think the people who make me the most upset are those who lie to me. The people who think things about me, but act differently towards me. In case you idiots fail to realize this, I would MUCH rather you tell me what you think to my face then to other people, AND THEN HAVE YOU ACT LIKE EVERYTHING IS OKAY. You really arent helping the problem by not telling me what you really think. In fact, it usually makes it worse. Hell just look at what it did to me and Jennie. We never told eachother what was bothering us, and there was just so much strain on our friendship from that that we arent even friends anymore. Fuck that, we dont talk, we arent even aquaintences anymore. It's like we are complete strangers. In fact, now that I know the truth, Im fucking happy as hell. I don't feel like any of it was my fault, and I can go on. Before I knew, I was completely miserable, but GASP! Knowing the truth helps. Who could ever imagine that one.
Yeah, I feel better now. Tonight will be better now because I got all my rage out which means when I talk to Pete about what we need to discuss, I wont just blow up on him. Thank god for that. Now Im hungry and Nacho bar is in 20 minutes. Thank god for Nacho bar and the happiness it brings me.
-Julie
I am sick and fucking tired of all you drama queens who over exaggerate every little fucking thing in your life to make it seem like it's a fucking catastrophe. Half of all your problems are self-inflicted, which is me saying that you make your life full of drama. But let me tell you, nothing pisses mme off more than those of you who dramatize OTHER people's problems. Their problems have NOTHING to do with you, and you should let them deal with it. Now don't get me wrong, I have my little bouts of drama, but MY FUCKING GOD. It wouldn't seem half as bad if SOMEONE didn't fucking over exaggerate my problems. I could easily let things slip by, but its you god damn drama queens who make that almost impossible to do.
Next, you assholes who just can't grasp the fact that I hate it when you randomly drop by. You piss me off too! I don't have a problem with being nice to you, actually, Im usually a really nice person to people, but you dipwads think that my kindness is an invitation into my life. Well, I hate to burst your bubble, but it isn't. I don't have any problem with talking to you at school, BUT WHEN YOU RANDOMLY COME TO MY HOUSE AND STAY FOR HOURS WHEN YOU DIDN'T CALL TO SEE IF YOU COULD COME OVER IN THE FIRST PLACE, IT PISSES ME OFF. Seriously, it isnt like you cant look up my phone number if you don't have it. Obviously you know where I live, so it shouldn't be that hard to find it. Learn to use the telephone you jackass, I realize you come from a school where you education is VERY minute, but you know how to use a phone, and a call to warn me that you are going to drop by WOULD be nice. I'm usually doing something, and if it doesnt seem that important to you, it might be to me.
We all know I don't mind doing favors for people. (Hayzee this doesnt include you with the time issue because you had a reason to want that cd so soon) You fucking idiots need to learn that I have a life, and doing things like burning cds is not the main priority in my life. You need to learn to wait. I can't stand it when you fucktards come up to me the day after you ask me to make something, then get pissy when I tell you I didn't get it done. I AM SO FUCKING SORRY I HAVE A LIFE THAT DOESNT REVOLVE AROUND WHAT YOU WANT. Bastards. The whole fucking lot of you. When I explain to you why I didn't get it done (and its usually a damn good reason) You dont even fucking care because you didn't get what you wanted. WELL IF YOU WANT THE CD SO BAD GO OUT AND BUY IT. Your lucky that I dont make you pay me more everytime I have to hear you bitch. Hell, some of you are lucky I don't make you pay at all. You shouldn't take advantage of my kindness by making me feel bad that I didnt get it done in time to please your whiny ass.
Another thing I can't stand. All of you bastards who sat there and made fun of me for what I listened to, and said you hated it, but now you listen to it because its cool. I cannot fucking stand people like you. In a few months, you will be making fun of me once again when you yourself used to listen to what I listen to, and you used to do the things I do. Grow the fuck up. You are all living a fucking lie just to fit in. Well, when the ball drops, you wont catch it before it hits the ground, and you will realize how pathetic you really are. Sadly, by the time you realize that, your REAL friends, wont be around anymore. You will forever have to live in a web of lies that you cant escape, nor keep up with.
I think the people who make me the most upset are those who lie to me. The people who think things about me, but act differently towards me. In case you idiots fail to realize this, I would MUCH rather you tell me what you think to my face then to other people, AND THEN HAVE YOU ACT LIKE EVERYTHING IS OKAY. You really arent helping the problem by not telling me what you really think. In fact, it usually makes it worse. Hell just look at what it did to me and Jennie. We never told eachother what was bothering us, and there was just so much strain on our friendship from that that we arent even friends anymore. Fuck that, we dont talk, we arent even aquaintences anymore. It's like we are complete strangers. In fact, now that I know the truth, Im fucking happy as hell. I don't feel like any of it was my fault, and I can go on. Before I knew, I was completely miserable, but GASP! Knowing the truth helps. Who could ever imagine that one.
Yeah, I feel better now. Tonight will be better now because I got all my rage out which means when I talk to Pete about what we need to discuss, I wont just blow up on him. Thank god for that. Now Im hungry and Nacho bar is in 20 minutes. Thank god for Nacho bar and the happiness it brings me.
-Julie