Criminal Minds fic: Emily/JJ - JJ Song Mix
Title: JJ's Song Mix
Author: cyandragonfly
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairing: Emily/JJ some implied JJ/Will
Rating: G
Disclaimer: I'm not one of those people who's name crops up during the credits (on anything), thus, I own nothing.
Distribution: P&P, WiK, CM Femslash
Summary: Three songs.
AN: Stole the idea from gilliankane as I'm sure most of you guessed. Basically you put some music on shuffle and write what comes out - one fic per song and you can only write until the song ends.
AN2: These three were not intentionally connected, although it does seem to flow.
Guilty - Joe Cocker
At your door in the middle of the night, I can't bring myself to knock. Such a simple action, just a raising of my hand and a few soft taps, but it will change everything.
Because no matter how hard I try to convince myself that it's just a simple knock, it is far from it.
That tap on the wood of your door would mean that I've lied this whole time. That every time I said no, I really meant yes and that the only thing I've ever wanted was you.
Of that, I truly am guilty.
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Cruel Intentions - Wicked Wisdom
The explosion was the loudest thing I've ever heard in my life. It took over everything; sight, sound, smell, taste and in the most devestating way: touch.
I ran to you as the fire took over your body, praying for the first time in my life. The flames burnt my fingers as I reached for your already charing hands. I couldn't feel the arms around me, trying to pull me back. They had no impact on my movement.
You were there but you were gone. I could never feel another thing as long as I lived.
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Forgive Me - Missy Higgins
I'm writing this in the hope that you'll forgive me.
I know that's the hardest thing for me to ask of you, and something I don't deserve to have, but I need it, to be able to live this life.
My baby's so big and you've never even layed eyes on her. I wish you would. I wish you would come down here for one night to talk, so we could catch up on everything you've missed.
All of my lies are for you, they've always been for you. I've always loved you Emily and please don't ever think anything else.
I signed off and sealed the envelope.
And then I dropped the letter on her grave.
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