Jun 29, 2004 12:04
continuing.
my dad bought me some sourdough bread but now i will never get a chance to eat it.
this is my fault for altruistic.
it was my altruistic beliefs that got me into this mess. i wish i hadnt felt bad for all the people who i wasnt going to let in. i wish i didnt sacrifice myself for the benefit of other. i wish my friends wouldnt disrespect me by destroying an 18th green righ tbehind my house. HOW THE FUCK DO U DESTROY A GOLF COURSE, ONLYmy friends could be so talented.
my dad made fun of me and said i waqs even good a t throwing parties cuz i keep gettin caught. but i think it makes me good but he htinks there was only two times.
i just tried to go to big this time.
i think im oigng to very lonely for a while.
im going to mis you guys very much, much love.
i have no computer there and i doubt i will be able to use the phone.
fuck i really wanted to go to cancun, perhaps there is some glimmer of hope
Julia im really going to miss you, but i'll get a hold of u somehow, soon
BOAT DRINKS. towely and the foreigner smoke a cigarette for me, i had a good fuckin summer wwith u kids.
i must sound freakin bi-polar
....*presses palm against the glass