gone missing.....
Well, I have been super busy with school, being in love and all that jazzzzzzz....and I haven't been feeling very well. Stress is getting greater as the days pass, I can only look forward to my vacation. I absolutely cannot wait to go to europe, yes a trip to europe is amazing in itself, however, the exciting part of it all is that I get to know my girlfriend that much better. We know so much about each other, but there is so much about her that I can't know just yet, I don't know what her house looks like, I have no clue as to what two of her brothers look like, I want to cuddle with her animals, and meet everyone she cares about. See where she went to school, what places make her smile just by being there, where she works, how she interacts with her family. There is so much about her that I just haven't been able to know, and the most exciting thing about going to europe is seeing the places that she went as a child, her room, her old room, sitting down and having a cup of tea with her mom, like she has with mine so many times....I have never felt this way about someone, and looked into someones eyes, and truly believed that we will grow old together, that I want nothing more than to make her happy for the rest of our lives....She is amazing in every way. I can't help but smile when I look at her. Mushy I know, but it is sooooo true.....Ok, well, I have written, and I am thankful, I tend slip away from doing it, and I'm sure I will write more when rachel and I are not in the same country, I just feel like when she is here, I want to spend as much time as I can with her, as it isn't possible to see her whenever I want......anyway, that's all for right now.....peace out.....