Oct 30, 2004 14:18
three sleepless nights
this isn't how it's supposed to be
you're so good at taking your time to give back to me
I will wait for you forever
if you would just ask me
it doesn't feel right
holding [someone else's] hand
together on phone lines
and living at two opposite ends
it [scares me] to think that you could find takers
other than me and [better than me]
I'm talking enough for both of us
when will you see it's not so easy for me
you careless and whispered... insulting and bruising
I thought that you said things were improving
---i guess they werent-----
I fall from your eyes. Your eyes I trusted. You said forever...
I never thought you could say these words
is this really happening...
don't say that we can still be friends
erase my name from this page
how can you take all these days
is
this
the
only
way
that
you
will
notice
me
?
as I sit here waiting for you
I stay up nights
if you are still pretending this is what's right
walk away from me
this night is done