Love sucks...
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omfg....i hella hate everything...i hate everyone...i swear everyone loves to be mean to me...in life im not suppose to be happy...its not ever suppose be happy...nothing is every gonna be right...im so stupid and i hate everything about me...im never good enough... and i will never be good enough for anyone...and im nothing...and i dont know why my friends are my friends. cus im nothing...and i shouldnt be loved, because i cant even love myself...i feel like im in a world of non sense and im just a waste of nothing...that the world has no meaning...live has no meaning...really think about life...what is it...why are we here...no one REALLY knows...and we never fucking will...fuck...cant anyone just make me happy...i mean i do know my friends make me happy and i love you...jessica and erica you mean the fucking world to me....but wtf is my problem...mike happend to show up at my house....and yea rachele called and he lied to her saying he wasnt at my house and blah balh!...and fuck he was and he hella freakin lied and wouldnt call her and there so much to this story i cant explain...and if you really want to know then call me or IM me...if you care please do...cus yea...fuck...:(...i want to end my life...no kidding...if i cant be happy...why am i here...oh and people dont be scared that im saying this...im to much of a pussy to kill myself...
omfg....i hella hate everything...i hate everyone...i swear everyone loves to be mean to me...in life im not suppose to be happy...its not ever suppose be happy...nothing is every gonna be right...im so stupid and i hate everything about me...im never good enough... and i will never be good enough for anyone...and im nothing...and i dont know why my friends are my friends. cus im nothing...and i shouldnt be loved, because i cant even love myself...i feel like im in a world of non sense and im just a waste of nothing...that the world has no meaning...live has no meaning...really think about life...what is it...why are we here...no one REALLY knows...and we never fucking will...fuck...cant anyone just make me happy...i mean i do know my friends make me happy and i love you...jessica and erica you mean the fucking world to me....but wtf is my problem...mike happend to show up at my house....and yea rachele called and he lied to her saying he wasnt at my house and blah balh!...and fuck he was and he hella freakin lied and wouldnt call her and there so much to this story i cant explain...and if you really want to know then call me or IM me...if you care please do...cus yea...fuck...:(...i want to end my life...no kidding...if i cant be happy...why am i here...oh and people dont be scared that im saying this...im to much of a pussy to kill myself...