been a while since i updated...
i told "her" how i felt about her, and liek i had thought she wasnt interested in me... and was interested in someone else... she was nice abotu it, so i hope we can be friends and talk still and not have things be wierd...
ive been in this position many times before, wher ei tell the girl how i feel and shes not interested and it ends up ruining things... happened with arah... kelly... rachel... nicki... and mary jo... i dont let myself fall for alot of girls... i get crushes easily... but usually it takes more for me to really like a girl... to want to date her. but yea i hope me and "her" can still talk and become friends...
other stuff...
school starts tomorrow... i really hope i am actually a student. ive paid and doen everythign they asked me to, but for some reason or another the schools web page says that im not registered. so tomorrow i have to go there early and find out if i really am all registered. i really hope i am cuz i dont want to lose this program i was accepted into! its a selective course and exactly what i want to do for a career...
also there is the oppertunity i may be going back to full-time status at work.. i really need the money again... going from full-time to prat-time made me lose over $250 a week from my paycheck.. and that sucks ass!! so im hoping ill be able to go back fulltime at my old rate... aj's tryin to help me at ghetto chopper... but im also gonna apply to loudon.. they have an office clerk position availible. that woudl be really cool if i got that... would prolly be 2-1030 shifts which would be good for my school schedule and work perfectly! i really need full-time again so lets pray i get it ok :) thanks.
so im writing a book... "The Sun Never Rises In The East" if you wish to read it and help with some constructive criticism post here
http://www.livejournal.com/users/seamus_j/ to be added to friends list as it is a friends only journal...
later gator.
---jim---
Seamus J