Apr 08, 2006 15:20
I love "Passion", the new song from Kingdom Hearts 2, used as the intro. We watched the intro on Zellar's MySpace. It's sooo cool. Doug says he'll let us borrow Kingdom Hearts 2 since he's beaten it numerous times. I think people are silly, why on earth do they hate Kairi? She seems ok to me. Just because you support Riku/Sora doesn't mean you have to hate Kairi. Well, whatever. The intro song rocks at any rate. Doug and Zellars came over later yesterday after Laura, Paul, Josh, and Derek left. The five os us had fun, watching various clips on the internet and two episodes of ghost in the shell after I fed them. We watched "Cash Eye" and "Missing Hearts". They're two of my favorites and I watched another favorite this morning, "Escape From" where the Tachikoma "runs away." At any rate, it was cool. Takkun and I went to the Skating Rink with Zellars and Doug after picking up his brother Devin (cute! and he dances to Cyber bird which we were also listening to in the kitchen while I ate dinner) Going to the Skating rink was...interesting. Sometimes it amazes me how other people around Kevin and I's age are and the wya they behave. They're extremely dependant on they're friends, immature, and find stupid reasons to fight. Kevin and I kept careful watch over Devin while Chris and Doug went to keep them from doing anything really stupid. Sometimes I wonder if I belong to the human race. Somebody made a mistake :P
There's this girl Lucy, a liar and whiny person from what I hear and have seen. She's obsessed with Doug. Unfortunately, she annoys him and doesn't know when to let things be. Doug doesn't like to hurt people's feelings so he's having trouble pushing her away. Then there's the fact he still has a crush on me, but I don't return those feelings, only wish to be friends. I'm sorry to be hurting him, but that's how it is. I'm not going to string guys along, it does no good. I've done that twice now and I dislike repeating past mistakes. I like talking to him, but he would eventually drive me crazy. He tends to go Emo sometimes like the other people who are weak. That more than anything else, irritates me about people. Feel free to keep things to yourself, but if you're going to do that around friends, don't be moody, suck it up. Either be sad and let people know what's up or keep it entirely to yourself. There are exceptions of course, sometimes you can't help it and should be sad, but really. Maybe i'm just stronger than most people. I tend to forget what's wrong or push it to the back of my mind around friends or family simply because they make me happy. The only people I know that don't go Emo like are Derek, Takkun, Tiernan, Ryoshi, and Laura in a weird way. Can't explain it.
Bleh, I love people, but they drive me crazy. Cheer up and toughen up Emo kids. On a side note, i'm not sure if I want to be more like Rem Saverem or Motoko Kusanagi. I look up to them both.