Wow
My vision of the future is coalescing and coming closer to reality. Each day plans and ideas become more concrete and viable. I am SO excited. Of course there are the few major details that still need to be ironed out to make sure everything is possible, but I don't think they will be a problem in the end; they'll just take a little bit of hard work and research.
On another note, I've been strangely productive as of late. This weekend here at work I got a tone of Clinic work done as well as a large amount of school work, and the school work success has carried over to this week. It's like I'm in some kind of zone where I get my work done and in a timely fashion so I can still do the things I want to do (like the Superbowl party and visiting Renee after class yesterday to try and make her smile). I'm not complaining, I just hope it keeps up, it's really nice. Plus the fact that I'm working a lot of hours (last week was 40, this week's projection is at least 30-35), which greatly helps with the ideas from the first paragraph above. Even now at work I'm simultaneously processing images for three patients, scanning another one, doing some data management work, and writing here. (Today's multi-tasking may be due in part to the large amount of coffee I've consumed, but regardless, it's crazy.)
All of the work and school productivity has been accompanied by an intense feeling of missing Renee terribly. I haven't been talking to her while i've been at work or at home working on school stuff lately and I'm constantly thinking about her. We haven't been talking because she's been working more and and has had a lot of school work to do. Despite the lack of constant communication like we usually have, we've seen each other and taken full advantage of the time we do have together a little more I think. We've both just been so busy that when we do see each other or talk it makes me realize even moreso how much i really miss her every moment i'm not with her and ho much I truly do love her.
Oh well, all I know is that things are going well and that by stating that explicitly I probably just doomed myself to horrible accidents and problems for the rest of the semester... knock on wood.
I cannot wait for this Friday to go look at more rings at Jared's and the jeweler that her dad knows (i'm optimistic about talking to them). Mostly though I just can't wait to see her again. I just saw her yesterday and it's killing me that i don't get to see her today. I Love that girl with every ounce of my being!
On another note, I've been strangely productive as of late. This weekend here at work I got a tone of Clinic work done as well as a large amount of school work, and the school work success has carried over to this week. It's like I'm in some kind of zone where I get my work done and in a timely fashion so I can still do the things I want to do (like the Superbowl party and visiting Renee after class yesterday to try and make her smile). I'm not complaining, I just hope it keeps up, it's really nice. Plus the fact that I'm working a lot of hours (last week was 40, this week's projection is at least 30-35), which greatly helps with the ideas from the first paragraph above. Even now at work I'm simultaneously processing images for three patients, scanning another one, doing some data management work, and writing here. (Today's multi-tasking may be due in part to the large amount of coffee I've consumed, but regardless, it's crazy.)
All of the work and school productivity has been accompanied by an intense feeling of missing Renee terribly. I haven't been talking to her while i've been at work or at home working on school stuff lately and I'm constantly thinking about her. We haven't been talking because she's been working more and and has had a lot of school work to do. Despite the lack of constant communication like we usually have, we've seen each other and taken full advantage of the time we do have together a little more I think. We've both just been so busy that when we do see each other or talk it makes me realize even moreso how much i really miss her every moment i'm not with her and ho much I truly do love her.
Oh well, all I know is that things are going well and that by stating that explicitly I probably just doomed myself to horrible accidents and problems for the rest of the semester... knock on wood.
I cannot wait for this Friday to go look at more rings at Jared's and the jeweler that her dad knows (i'm optimistic about talking to them). Mostly though I just can't wait to see her again. I just saw her yesterday and it's killing me that i don't get to see her today. I Love that girl with every ounce of my being!