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My attitude with school right now is I could flunk out and I wouldn't care. And with these attitudes I have almost all A's. I don't really deserve to have it like this but I'll take what I can get. I always take school for granted but somehow make things happen. I guess all this is someone telling me that schooling is my thing. I really want to know what I'm made of and I hope I find this out at some point in these four plus years.
Things have been getting a lot better here though. If I hated Lakeland, I wouldn't mind being here all the time. But Lakeland is like that one girlfriend that was perfect and then when things got to their best they just end immediately. It's weird because I hated high school at first and then it ended up turning out to be the most amazing thing ever. I know this year is just hard for me because I have so much to go back home to. There's people I still want being in my life. There's things I don't want to miss out on. I like college though. I still hate the dorm thing but I've adapted to it and finishing up the year in one of these things should be no problem. Orlando is a fun place and there's so much to do and I'm glad I'm here. I'm at the right school. I like all the Lakeland kids I have here with me to spend my Mondays with. And I love my fraternity and I'm glad I get to be a part of it for these next four years.
This is going to be a long stretch though until I go home again. It probably won't be until Thanksgiving that I can go back home. That's like over a month from now. I will be kept busy here with many fun experiences though. We still have a couple more home games. I also have a camping trip, my fraternity's charter, homecoming weekend, a couple concerts, and many other things to look forward to in the mean time. I'll have lots of fun stories for everyone I'm sure.
If I could just get one thing straightened out I could be really happy. I'll leave it at that.
Things have been getting a lot better here though. If I hated Lakeland, I wouldn't mind being here all the time. But Lakeland is like that one girlfriend that was perfect and then when things got to their best they just end immediately. It's weird because I hated high school at first and then it ended up turning out to be the most amazing thing ever. I know this year is just hard for me because I have so much to go back home to. There's people I still want being in my life. There's things I don't want to miss out on. I like college though. I still hate the dorm thing but I've adapted to it and finishing up the year in one of these things should be no problem. Orlando is a fun place and there's so much to do and I'm glad I'm here. I'm at the right school. I like all the Lakeland kids I have here with me to spend my Mondays with. And I love my fraternity and I'm glad I get to be a part of it for these next four years.
This is going to be a long stretch though until I go home again. It probably won't be until Thanksgiving that I can go back home. That's like over a month from now. I will be kept busy here with many fun experiences though. We still have a couple more home games. I also have a camping trip, my fraternity's charter, homecoming weekend, a couple concerts, and many other things to look forward to in the mean time. I'll have lots of fun stories for everyone I'm sure.
If I could just get one thing straightened out I could be really happy. I'll leave it at that.