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So I overslept my first government exam today. I hope I can make it up. If not I'm fucked.
Having a roomate that keeps you up all night everynight will lead you to performing at your worst. I am performing at my worst and I feel fucked all the time. I found out that I can't get a roomate change. I don't know how I'm going to deal with this.
I don't know how I can deal with a lot of things. I haven't eatten in a day or so and I don't really plan on it. This is not what I expected. Too many outside forces are keeping me from just being me. I feel the opposite of me. I want to be me again.
I miss being hugged and having people tell me they loved me. I miss connection. I really do feel alone on this one.
I couldn't be home any sooner. I don't even know if it will help but I hate being here. I hate this fucking room and I hate feeling stress all the time. Missing that test really pushed me over the edge. I just want to go home.
This needs to get better. I need something.
Having a roomate that keeps you up all night everynight will lead you to performing at your worst. I am performing at my worst and I feel fucked all the time. I found out that I can't get a roomate change. I don't know how I'm going to deal with this.
I don't know how I can deal with a lot of things. I haven't eatten in a day or so and I don't really plan on it. This is not what I expected. Too many outside forces are keeping me from just being me. I feel the opposite of me. I want to be me again.
I miss being hugged and having people tell me they loved me. I miss connection. I really do feel alone on this one.
I couldn't be home any sooner. I don't even know if it will help but I hate being here. I hate this fucking room and I hate feeling stress all the time. Missing that test really pushed me over the edge. I just want to go home.
This needs to get better. I need something.