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Well to start of... CATY my summer camp buddy just made my day yesterday nite... she got me happy again... she called me to tell me that she was comin to Sawgrass today and she wanted to see me! thats soo cool! was soo happy... but then i remembered that today were gonna go to boomers for my cuz bday... so i didnt think id be able to go cuz it was at the same time... so then she said she was gonna stay till the mall closed and maybe i could get dropped off after and watch a movie... so i said id ask or maybe her mom would bring her all the way to my house today after and chill for a lil... so i really hope so...
And just like i said i knew i couldnt really hate Liz that long since she means so much to me... She called me back and we talked about it and apologized to eachother and u kno had a nice talk for like 3hrs till 1 sumttin in the mornin since we didnt talk in soo long. lol it was nice i missed talkin to my best friend u kno...
Well today is my lil cuz Paolo's 7th B-Day! lol Happy B-Day hun... well anyways my Grandma asked me last nite that today when i was ready if i could go to Walmart for her and get sum last min things for Pao's Bday... So i said yea sure... but then she asked where i could find balloons, and i said i dont think i can ride my bike that far... so she asked me if i knew anyone around here that could take me? so i dunno y but Bianca popped in my head... So i called her and she picked up amazingly... i think its cuz i called from my moms line and she didnt kno that number... but w.e i dunno, so i asked her if she was workin and she said no, so then i said oh can u plz do me a huge favor!! and she said yea so i told her what was goin on and she said yea that shed take me to the publiz by my house... and i go duh... y didnt i think of that... lol i felt stupid cuz i coulda rode my bike there. but w.e she said shed still take me... so she came and i thought it was gonna kinda cool for the lil moment we were gonna be together but u kno just me and my old buddy that ive wanted to hang out wit for so long... u kno.... but then i see her in the passenger seat and sum dude drivin... so i said oh great u kno... so im in the car and she asked me y i was soo quiet and i said i dunno... but i really knew y.. i mean im shy first of all and i didnt kno who the dude was... which turned out to be her b.f of 7 months who she never told me about but hey we dont even talk anymore so y would she tell me. and plus i felt so wierd talkin to her cuz i hadnt done that in so long... and i didnt kno how to act r what to say, and i wanted her to like like me again so we could i dunno maybe be friends again like we used to be... but that was so stupid of me... so w.e it was cool of her to take me and it surprised me but hey w.e then she dropped me off and u kno they had to go or w.e and she said see ya when skool starts... and i said ha yea rite this is the last time im ever gonna see u... and she said no it wont ill see u in skool... and i said bianca, we didnt see eachother at all this yr (11th grade) what makes u think were gonna see eachother this yr(12th grade)? im like look u didnt even try to look for me or call me or w.e its not like our freshman yr... so w.e i guess i made it into a lil comedy thing so i wouldnt sound dumb or like i cared or like it hurt me u kno... and she laughed like she disnt care or meant anything to her that we really werent friends anymore... so w.e maybe ill see her... well atleast at our graduation i will...
but hey this is supposed to be a nice day my cuz bday, and hopefully i might see CATY today!!! i really hope so... u kno its wierd how i just meet her and we only chilled for a wk and it seems like we clicked more and i kno her better and she tried being my friend still even after camp and how far we live... that made me soo happy that she called me as soon as she got the chance to be close to my house. i really wanna see my buddy...
And just like i said i knew i couldnt really hate Liz that long since she means so much to me... She called me back and we talked about it and apologized to eachother and u kno had a nice talk for like 3hrs till 1 sumttin in the mornin since we didnt talk in soo long. lol it was nice i missed talkin to my best friend u kno...
Well today is my lil cuz Paolo's 7th B-Day! lol Happy B-Day hun... well anyways my Grandma asked me last nite that today when i was ready if i could go to Walmart for her and get sum last min things for Pao's Bday... So i said yea sure... but then she asked where i could find balloons, and i said i dont think i can ride my bike that far... so she asked me if i knew anyone around here that could take me? so i dunno y but Bianca popped in my head... So i called her and she picked up amazingly... i think its cuz i called from my moms line and she didnt kno that number... but w.e i dunno, so i asked her if she was workin and she said no, so then i said oh can u plz do me a huge favor!! and she said yea so i told her what was goin on and she said yea that shed take me to the publiz by my house... and i go duh... y didnt i think of that... lol i felt stupid cuz i coulda rode my bike there. but w.e she said shed still take me... so she came and i thought it was gonna kinda cool for the lil moment we were gonna be together but u kno just me and my old buddy that ive wanted to hang out wit for so long... u kno.... but then i see her in the passenger seat and sum dude drivin... so i said oh great u kno... so im in the car and she asked me y i was soo quiet and i said i dunno... but i really knew y.. i mean im shy first of all and i didnt kno who the dude was... which turned out to be her b.f of 7 months who she never told me about but hey we dont even talk anymore so y would she tell me. and plus i felt so wierd talkin to her cuz i hadnt done that in so long... and i didnt kno how to act r what to say, and i wanted her to like like me again so we could i dunno maybe be friends again like we used to be... but that was so stupid of me... so w.e it was cool of her to take me and it surprised me but hey w.e then she dropped me off and u kno they had to go or w.e and she said see ya when skool starts... and i said ha yea rite this is the last time im ever gonna see u... and she said no it wont ill see u in skool... and i said bianca, we didnt see eachother at all this yr (11th grade) what makes u think were gonna see eachother this yr(12th grade)? im like look u didnt even try to look for me or call me or w.e its not like our freshman yr... so w.e i guess i made it into a lil comedy thing so i wouldnt sound dumb or like i cared or like it hurt me u kno... and she laughed like she disnt care or meant anything to her that we really werent friends anymore... so w.e maybe ill see her... well atleast at our graduation i will...
but hey this is supposed to be a nice day my cuz bday, and hopefully i might see CATY today!!! i really hope so... u kno its wierd how i just meet her and we only chilled for a wk and it seems like we clicked more and i kno her better and she tried being my friend still even after camp and how far we live... that made me soo happy that she called me as soon as she got the chance to be close to my house. i really wanna see my buddy...