Sep 10, 2005 18:26
Im warning you .. its a long one.
So yesturday was the first day Ive had off in a looooooooong time. No classes, no werk, it was gunna be wonderful. Well to start off my day I wake up with a huge spider bite. Grrrr. Then my mom sprayed shyt on it that effing burned and I didnt even get a cute band-aid. : [ So Im like okay .. this wont ruin my day. So then I go to make breakfast and seee my fav thing ever. CINNAMON AND BROWN SUGAR POP TARTS!! : ] So I put them in the toaster over and run to the bathroom rly quick, I come back, and their on fire. Im like GREAAAAAAAAT. So I grab the over mittens and pull them out and then the sugar on the pop tarts stick to the mits. So I ran into my backyard and shook my hand frantically untill the pop tarts flew off. Needless to say I tried again and burt those too ... but i ate them anyways.
I got in the shower ... stepped on the shaving cream bottle and almost fell on my face. Then got ready and headed over to my babys house : ] I get there and hes sleeping cuzz he didnt know when I was coming over, so me and Jen just talked for a while. It was good for us, cuzz we never rly get to talk without John or James being there. Then I went and woke John upp and we decided to go to Farmer Jack to pickup a 5th and sum random groceries. We run to the other Jens house and she gave us a buncha change and all her bottles to return. So Im walking out the house to put the bottles in my car and drop ALLL the change all over the porch and the grass. I threw the bottles in my car and we started picking up my mess of change.
We get to Farmer Jacks and me and John go to find the kool-aid isle and we ended up buying that along with some sprite and he bought me sum chai latte mix !! My most fav coffe drink ever!! So while were doing this Jen goes to the coinstar and returns the bottles and buys the 5th. So we all get in the car and Im backing up and go to press on the break to slap it in drive ... well i hit the gas on accident ... and when I freak out I hit the gas even harder. So I slam into this truck, hit the gas again and back into this other grand am put it in drive, hit the truck again then finally just stopped .. against both cars. Im like " Baby what do i do!!" and hes like " Uhm .. get off these peoples cars." So yeahh ... I did that. Then me and Jen got out and I wrote down the licence plate of the truck only .. cuzz the other car was seriously a peice of shyt so I didnt care haha. So we go in Farmer Jack and they called the licence plate 2 times and no one came up so we just went home.
Of course Im never gunna live THAT down. So were all sitting on the couch doing shots and talking and I put my hand down, burn it on Johns cigarette freak out hit his cigarette, it falls on his pants and burns a hole through them. [ how the hell does this boy love me? hahaha] So anyways were a little tipsy, not completely trashed. Just having an awesome time with everyone.
Later in the night me and John get in a little tiff about sumthing and I go outside to talk to Steve and Jen. All the sudden James runs outside saying that John downed a bottle of Tylenol. Im like that stupid fuck. He has himself locked in his room so I just grab all my shyt and throw it in ym car and Im about to take off and then I start crying cuzz I couldnt just leave the guy I love alone. So I go t run into the house and Jen stops me and shes like " I called 911 ... theyll be here soon " So i completely freak out and run to the other Jens house to tell all them what just went down since theyre summa his best friends. Jen calls and tells me the police wanna talk to me. So I come back down and theres like 10 cops there, firetruck, ambulance, 3 cop cars, everything. And I see John in handcuffs and I just break down.
So they basically asked me what happened from what I saw and if we were in a bad fight and I tell them know. Then they asked about the guns in the house and me and Jen showed them where they all were. The cops like trashed his house. Im frantically crying this whole time. And the cops like " Yeah you prolly wont be able to see him for a long time. " So I start balling even worse. Just the thought of not seeing him made me realize how much I really do love him.
So after John and all the popos and stuff were gone we just sat there like .. wow what just happened. So I had to get home and I didnt wanna be alone so me and Jen headed over here and on the way James calls and says " Yeahh John only took 4 pills cuzz he had a bad headache... I thought it was the whole bottle thats why i freaked out but theyre keeping him anyways and you better hurry and get there cuzz hes going to the psyciatric ward soon for evaluation. " So I speed home, give my mom a short story and take off. We get there at about 3 am and only one person could go in at a time. It was the saddest thing ever. I finally find him and hes in one of them stupid robes with no shoes and gym pants with black shyt all over his lips and robe cuzz they made him drink charcoal to make any drugs come out ... all this over James stupid mistake. It was so pitiful. I wanted to cry again just seeing him sit there like that.
So I layed with him a while, then Jen took a turn visiting him. Overall we were there for about 3 hours then when the ambulance came to transfer him me and Jen left to go get food and take a nap before I had to go to the ward to pick him up. By this time i was dilusional and twitching cuzz I was so hungry and tired. It was so sad sleeping in his bed without him there. I got about 2 hours of sleep off and on cuzz people kept calling and I just couldnt sleep.
Finally I get a call from him and his dad brought him home at almost 2pm !! I was so glad when he walked in that door I was about to cry. I just gave him the biggest hug ever !! So James bought him ciggs and payed for all of us to go out to eat cuzz he felt really bad about everything. But now no one can live with John exept his dad if he wants to and he has to go to this therapy thing every morning for three weeks cuzz they looked at records and seen that he had problems a while ago and didnt want it to escalate. This is all dumb cuzz hes perfectly FINE, it was just a mistake on James part. Godd my poor John :' [
Well now im off to a relaxing movie with Danielle then to Johns after he wakes up to make shure hes doing okayy now.
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