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im scared....i havent been this scared in a while...i hate this feeling that overwhelms me...im hurt...i dont want to believe it or see it...or admit it...im trying to smile and over come all "this"... i need help...i dont normally plea for any help...words...or physical...i need something...i want all this to stop...its hurting so bad...i am back at square one.....inside is crying like a child...but my body shows steel...rock...strength...my mind...is on random...why...??everything is fallin in front of me...i cant catch everything...i only have 2 arms...there is only one me...why cant i handle this...why cant i??..im bleeding inside...my inner self is hurt...nothing makes sense...