thniking again. bare with me...nothing crazy.
I was having one of those days where i had alot of time to think.
I listened to Jury Duty by the OC Supertones....that will tie in later
Todays thought provoking idea was....
What would my life be like if i didnt have certain aspects in my life.
These things pertained to anything and anyone i could think of.
I thought about what would happen if i didnt have:
1.religion
2.camp
3.my closest family, ie Ben.
4. my closest friend(s), ie Kat/Hager.
5. my education at JWU.
6.music
...
i tried to envision myself.
i felt that if i didnt have any of that in my life, id probably be either 100 lbs bigger, more lonely, and a complete hermit type of a person. or i would probably have been involved with the football program, hangin with people that, in my life, cannot stand...probably doing drugs, drinking alot, and probalby sleeping wth women. Without Ben, and my friends, my morals would be out the door, i would probably be an only child, and i would be more egotistic and conceded.....someone i probably would hate if i met them today. i would probaly be smarter, in the way that i have no friends, thus no reason not to do work, unlike how i would normally forget my homework to be with friends.
If i had no religion in my life, i think i would be a conceded prick. i probably wouldnt have to deal with the youth group, but i wouldnt have kelly. without my religious background, i wouldnt of gone to camp and i wouldnt be close to either Kat or Matt. infact, i probably wouldnt know EITHER of them. i wouldnt know them, so i odnt know how i would feel. if i didnt know them now....id be worse off then i am.
IM not sure where i would be right now. but i dont like how it seems like i could have been.
I Hate the person i could have been.
and im glad im not him.
When i listened to Jury Duty today, i made me realize how great i have it. and how much i take advantage of it.
i love you guys. i really do...
I listened to Jury Duty by the OC Supertones....that will tie in later
Todays thought provoking idea was....
What would my life be like if i didnt have certain aspects in my life.
These things pertained to anything and anyone i could think of.
I thought about what would happen if i didnt have:
1.religion
2.camp
3.my closest family, ie Ben.
4. my closest friend(s), ie Kat/Hager.
5. my education at JWU.
6.music
...
i tried to envision myself.
i felt that if i didnt have any of that in my life, id probably be either 100 lbs bigger, more lonely, and a complete hermit type of a person. or i would probably have been involved with the football program, hangin with people that, in my life, cannot stand...probably doing drugs, drinking alot, and probalby sleeping wth women. Without Ben, and my friends, my morals would be out the door, i would probably be an only child, and i would be more egotistic and conceded.....someone i probably would hate if i met them today. i would probaly be smarter, in the way that i have no friends, thus no reason not to do work, unlike how i would normally forget my homework to be with friends.
If i had no religion in my life, i think i would be a conceded prick. i probably wouldnt have to deal with the youth group, but i wouldnt have kelly. without my religious background, i wouldnt of gone to camp and i wouldnt be close to either Kat or Matt. infact, i probably wouldnt know EITHER of them. i wouldnt know them, so i odnt know how i would feel. if i didnt know them now....id be worse off then i am.
IM not sure where i would be right now. but i dont like how it seems like i could have been.
I Hate the person i could have been.
and im glad im not him.
When i listened to Jury Duty today, i made me realize how great i have it. and how much i take advantage of it.
i love you guys. i really do...