life.
man. i don't believe i know anyone who uses LJ anymore.
i don't even know why I'm posting.
All I know is, when i was upset, this was always something that seemed to calm me down.
Life is so much more complicated now than it was in high school.
It sucks to know what adults are talking about all of a sudden.
High school was a dream. Wasn't it? Some of the best days of my life happened there.
With everyone.
I miss it frankly. When there was nothing to worry about, except get to school. And for the most
part we were there because that was our playground.
And we were like roaches as kids. We could survive off of anything. Well, to an extent. Like 5 dollars man!
5 dollars! Dude, if we were asked to survive on 5 dollars a day today, we'd kill ourselves!
Shows us how spoiled we've gotten! And parents thought we were spoiled then!
I'll tell you what were WERE though man.
Innocent.
What did we know about real life? nothing really! We knew the theory! but did'nt really get any hands on!
That was the parents job. And now, being the "big boy" that I am, I'm not so sure about it.
Don't get me wrong, I love my life! It's just, sometimes I wished I could go back home once in a while.
Figuratively speaking.
Grown up life is like a vacation to Jamaica. At first, it's fucking AWESOME! You actually feel like you're free from
everything and anything! No one to tell you what to do, not a worry in the world.
And then you find out you never bought a ticket back home.
And you're like shit. How am I going to afford a Jamaican resort for the rest of my life? How long will it take to
be able to afford a way back home?
That's kinda what I want. I want to go back home. You know?
I dunno, that's it i guess.
i don't even know why I'm posting.
All I know is, when i was upset, this was always something that seemed to calm me down.
Life is so much more complicated now than it was in high school.
It sucks to know what adults are talking about all of a sudden.
High school was a dream. Wasn't it? Some of the best days of my life happened there.
With everyone.
I miss it frankly. When there was nothing to worry about, except get to school. And for the most
part we were there because that was our playground.
And we were like roaches as kids. We could survive off of anything. Well, to an extent. Like 5 dollars man!
5 dollars! Dude, if we were asked to survive on 5 dollars a day today, we'd kill ourselves!
Shows us how spoiled we've gotten! And parents thought we were spoiled then!
I'll tell you what were WERE though man.
Innocent.
What did we know about real life? nothing really! We knew the theory! but did'nt really get any hands on!
That was the parents job. And now, being the "big boy" that I am, I'm not so sure about it.
Don't get me wrong, I love my life! It's just, sometimes I wished I could go back home once in a while.
Figuratively speaking.
Grown up life is like a vacation to Jamaica. At first, it's fucking AWESOME! You actually feel like you're free from
everything and anything! No one to tell you what to do, not a worry in the world.
And then you find out you never bought a ticket back home.
And you're like shit. How am I going to afford a Jamaican resort for the rest of my life? How long will it take to
be able to afford a way back home?
That's kinda what I want. I want to go back home. You know?
I dunno, that's it i guess.