well

[cuurly]

duke has taught me much
one... i am not as smart as i would have hoped
two... i am not as strong as i would have hoped
three.. my ideas are not as valid and my values are not as solid as i believed them to be
four.... i am bad at being alone.. and this pain.. all this crap.. is totally nessecary right now... the pain is good.. i need it

i am better than that.. i better than being treated like crap.. i am... and you can tell me otherwise.. but you are a liar