Fuckkkkkiiiin fuuuck.
"Could you tell me the next time that you're choking?
'Cause I'll rush right over
to shove some dirt right down your throat
It's nothing I have against you
You're just a creep and
you can't remember the last five years
What's a bond if it dissolves in water?
I took a piss that lasted longer
than you and your manipulations
I called my mom last night
She said, "Sweetie, you don't need someone
who's more fleeting than fall"
'Cause don't you love those leaves?
Don't you wish the orange stayed forever
And Crickets sang in the night all through winter?"
And I thought, slow down,
Think of all the time this jerk
has fucked you up and left you down
And hey, I choose my company
by the beating of their hearts
Not the swelling of their heads
Besides, I'd rather forget the days we spent
Than try to stay afloat in shallow water ..."
Oh, how that songs describe's my life and how people who come into my life like to treat my like shit. Amen. (except Stephanie of course, the love of my life;) )
I'm tired. Friday night I hung out with Steff & Bill @ Bill's. Saturday I babysat 3 kids all day. Then when night fell, Got drunk by the fire with Steff & Bill @ Steff's (Treece and Karyn were there too, I heart them.), Bill chased Treece's little hardcore pal off the property with a lit tiki torch, Talked to Leandrew for like 3 hours, Stayed up until 6 o'clock in the morning with Treece (we went to Food Bag at 4:30 in the morning and got frozen pizza, burittos, mac and cheese, astropops, snapple, gingerale, cheetohs, and sun chips. We also got Death To Smoochey, which we watched while feasting.), Got up at 9:30 AM and busted ass with Steff, Bill, and Eric all day to re-do Steff's backyard for Momma B.
I'm sunburn and spent and pissy, but the backyard came out fucking cute as hell.
Yeah. Fuck off.