this is art

[cutxlikevanity]

i never wanted you
until i couldnt have you
so dont tell me
about your day
it will only
make you mad
because you know
the way i am


and how i never say
the right things
to you
but that is why
i always write
about
singing
oh such feelings
god someone give me
a fucking microphone
please
so i can tell you
something
with much more substance
than in every line
ive ever drawn
with blood and charcol