Reflective Ramblings

Feb 24, 2005 12:17

I had forgotten that my birthday is this Tuesday until last Tuesday, when I was like "Wow, my birthday's a week from today." Then I got to thinking. I'll be 19, so I'm nearly a quarter of the way through my life (or more, depending on longetivity...I was just assuming that I'll live until 80). That thought really scares me. Nineteen isn't that big of a birthday, but it sure is old. I know, I'm still young, but to me it is just really OLD. I think what I'm getting at is: I don't want to grow up! Normally I'm future oriented, looking forward to being an adult, excited about having a career and maybe getting married or something (psh, whatever), but right now I just want to turn around and go back home and be a kid. I have never been a huge fan of change, and while I have become more relaxed about it, sometimes it just rears its ugly head. Ah well. Could be worse. I could be turning 49, and then where would I be?

Next week is not going to be a whole heck of a lot of fun. My chem lab midterm is at 8 Monday morning, then Wednesday morning I have my engineering midterm. I'd rather have it on Tuesday, so that I could get it over with rather than have to do all of the reading (which I was supposed to do throughout the semester) on my birthday. At some point I have to go to the math empo to take my quiz (maybe I'll go after class tomorrow), plus I have my weekly multivar quiz Friday, meaning that I can't leave 'til late. Oh right, I forgot...chem test on Thursday! I guess it will just make spring break that much sweeter.

What is it in those Owens brownies? hehehehe

I celebrated Fairfax County having school off by opting to sleep through environmental law in bed instead of in class. I have my moments.

Over and out.

PS Ask me any three questions and I will make up outrageous lies for answers because trust me, the truth isn't that interesting.
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