So yeah.
I'm kind of wondering what is wrong with me. I'm starting to get turned off my hetero sex. Hmm. I don't know. I feel like it might just be me looking for answers :/ this sucks. Mens genitailia grosses me out, my sister says thats normal. Then again she doesnt understand why I like girls...
Speaking of girls...Cola had the pepper spray trainging this week, I wonder how that went. I know I havent written in here for a while so I don't assume you know who I am talking about. Anyway, she is a friend of one of the girls on the Rugby team I play for in worcester. I like her a lot. I want to get to know her and talk to her but I would have to talk to someone on the team to get her number or anything. I just can't get her out of my head, and she likes Skid Row. How amazing is that? *sigh* she is older then me, no problem with me. When we were talking she was all "SO hwy have you been flirtin with me all night?" ::insert chatter:: "It doesn't matter, you like that italian girl who can cook." "You are so young that doesn't mean anything, I'm not with her" Is this a line? Then later she said I'm not attractive, not in so many words. I'm starting to think the most unattractice quality in me is that I think I am unattrive and worthless. I need to work on that.
Speaking of girls...Cola had the pepper spray trainging this week, I wonder how that went. I know I havent written in here for a while so I don't assume you know who I am talking about. Anyway, she is a friend of one of the girls on the Rugby team I play for in worcester. I like her a lot. I want to get to know her and talk to her but I would have to talk to someone on the team to get her number or anything. I just can't get her out of my head, and she likes Skid Row. How amazing is that? *sigh* she is older then me, no problem with me. When we were talking she was all "SO hwy have you been flirtin with me all night?" ::insert chatter:: "It doesn't matter, you like that italian girl who can cook." "You are so young that doesn't mean anything, I'm not with her" Is this a line? Then later she said I'm not attractive, not in so many words. I'm starting to think the most unattractice quality in me is that I think I am unattrive and worthless. I need to work on that.