i LoVe ThEsE qUoTeS!!!!!!
in love with someone
and hes holding a gun
hes kept my heart hostage
please dont let him shoot
they say time will kill the pain.
but i say [PAIN] will kill my time.
Just when the wounds start healing
you're there to b r e a k me open.
WATCH THE BLOOD SPILL.
I'm getting used to this.
(I'll clean it up in the morning.)
I must confess
[it can feel good to feel pain]
like breaking waves
or getting caught in the rain..
Playing those games
cause we had nothing to do.
I guess I was oblivious I was losing to you
Where has my heart gone?
An uneven trade for the real world
I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all
you're living like a disaster
She said 'kill me faster.'
with strawberry gashes all over,
I`m NOT gonna be fine, I`m not gonna be OK. This time I am gonna break down.. .
It`s gotten to the point where I just can`t do it anymore... I can`t pretend to be happy&smile
when i know all i wanna do is cry..
I`m sick of being the strong one, the one who holds it all together
'cause thats what everyone expects me to do,
well not this time.. this time I am crying.. ...
I am hurting and I want to die..... ...
I am your daughter hiding my depression.
I am your little sister making a good impression.
I am your friend acting like I'm fine.
I am a teenager pushing her tears aside.
I am the girl sitting next to you.
I am the one asking you to care.
I am your best friend hoping you'll be there.
No matter what happens, I'm gonna make it and if I'm not happy, I'll just have to fake it.
I've been through backstabs, scumbags and lies. I gotta whole list of people I despise.
So, if you got my trust, don't lose it, and if you got my love, don't abuse it.
Tonight, I’ll stand in the light so you can count how many tears fall from my eyes. This time I’ll be alright. My heart can’t get any worse.
See the months they don't matter
it's that days that I can't take
when the hours move to minutes
and I'm only seconds away
She needed to know someone was looking out for her.
she needed someone to promise her that the world wasnt empty
How can you have a beautiful ending without making beautiful mistakes?
iwannabethePRETTIESTwreckyou'veEVERseen
I am watching my heart s l o w l y slip from your fingertips and fall to the ground.
How hard is it for you to reach down and pick up the broken pieces?
i guess me gettin upset over stupid things is my way of showing you how much i care
its not that i wanna be the only girl in his life just the only one that matters
you're such a perfect disaster
you can be my imperfection in my perfect disaster
all i can say is that i am surely not interested in meeting some person that will "make me fall in love."
i dont need love. i dont need you to hold my hand, if they are cold ill wear mittens.
i dont want you to massage my back, if it hurts it must mean i had fun passing out the night before on the bathroom floor.
i dont want you to give me roses, if i wanted something that smelt good i would fucking spend time and money to go buy some cheap calogne.
i dont want you to keep me warm at night, i have my blankets.
and i surely dont need your kisses, if i wanted something soft all up on my lips id go light a cigarette.
its not the same
when you wake up in the morning with a smile on your face
when you know you lied yourself to sleep to make it better
I tell people it's like being dead. It feels like being a ghost, maybe.
You float through your days feeling insubsstantial, cut off from warmth, light, and all feeling.
Sometimes it feels like you're in a coffin buried alive. You're screaming inside your head, but no one can hear you.
love is my suicide, the more i love you, the more it kills me.
frustrated cuz i can't tell if it's real.
mad cause i don't know how you feel.
upset cuz we can't make it right.
sad cuz i need you day and night.
angry cuz you won't take my hand.
agrivated cuz you don't understand.
dissappointed cuz we can't be together.
but still i'll love you forever.
and all her friends tell her, she's so pretty,
but she'd be a whole lot prettier, if she smiled once in a while.
i'm just a kid and my life is a nightmare
I faintly remember breathing on your
Bedroom floor where i laid and told you
But you sweared you loved me more..
If you can't get someone out of your head
maybe they're supposed to be there.
i dont love you
i love the thought of you
"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time,
the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars..."
she needs someone to call her angel..
someone to put the FAITH back in her eyes
Hope dangles on a string,
Like slow spinning redemption.
How can I put it, you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
Guess you never felt that way
i think of all the trouble that we get into
whenever im around you, nothing i can do. all
the secrets and mistakes, yeah, that were made,
what else do i have to say? i hate being
without you. never gonna leave your side cause
i can't resist the crazy things you o. it's
gonna take a lot of your time & i hope someday
i can give it back you you.
a beauty that goes so damn deep, someday you'll
understand the master plan. it's a risk we take
the choice we make. take the next bus to the
safest place.
THESE WORDS FALL FROM YOUR LIPS AND STAB ME IN THE BACK. IT SHOULD HAVE NEVER COME TO THIS.
So i'll hit the pavement it's gotta be better than waiting & pushing you far away cause i'm scared. So i'll take my
chances& head on my way up there. Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten. <3
You expect me to apologize
For things that you've done wrong.
While you're inciting others.
You're owning up to nothing
And i wish that i was gone,
Because you're not going anywhere.
The finest line
divides a night
well spent from
a waste of time.
Complete and total adoration
My gift to you, my heart was yours
In 3 months you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step that you took was the worst.
i know i'm not your favorite record
the songs you grow to like never stick at first
Fake it like you matter-that's a lie we can both keep
It was pretty clear,
It was hardly love.
Waiting for sedation to disconnect my head, or any situation where I'm better off than dead.
it was a long night on the phone
short-thought promises of never being alone
we look at each other wondering
what the other is thinking
but we never say a thing because
we aren't the same anymore
being just friends is harder than we thought
but lets keep trying
I'm not giving up on you
I'm not giving up on us
i`m sick of aLways comin' home and cryin'
i`m alwayS feelin' like dyin'
i`m tired of puttin' forth effort and tiRed of tryin'
i`m tired of swallowin' my pride and signin'
i want to feEL diifferent than feelin' hurt all the time
showin' my feelings is my biggest crime'
i want to be able to smile without havin' to fake it
i don`t wanna give uhp on life not just yet..i wanna make it..
you raise the blade, you make the change, you rearrange me till i`m sane. you lock the door &throw away the key, there`s someone in my head, but it`s not me. . .
I'm twisted cause one side of me is telling me that I need to move on. On the other side I wanna break down and cry
"How can you hide from what never goes away?"
and she's feeling more alone,
than she ever has before.
broken knuckles, broken heart.
i fell in love, then fell apart.
you tried to run, i tried to hide.
still we managed, to collide.
They say time will make all this go away, but it's time that has taken my tomorrows and turned them into yesterdays.
So caught up now in pretending
What we’re seeking is the truth
I’m just look for a happy ending
All I’m looking for is you
We can smile to hide the shame
Here in the pouring rain waiting for the sun
I'm crying here all alone standing next to you
You have done your best to see it through
were too cool for love lines, soft kisses over that cheap wine, this love will be the DEATH of us. It's not that we don't know, it's just that we don't care. So once again we find ourselves alone in your room with nothing between us but smoke and perfume.
Let me be angry... please. It is the only way that I can keep you from seeing how much I really need you.
And even though you lied, and even though you pretended to care...I can't seem to get you out of my mind...and even though it seems like I should be over you, with every tear that falls, it reminds me of how much I am still in love with you
Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wish they would just leave and never come back? But yet you loved them so much you knew you'd die if they did
It's time to let you go. It's time to say good-bye. No more excuses, no more tears to cry. There's been so many changes. I've been so confused. All along you were the one. All the time I never knew.I want you to be happy. You're my best friend. But it's so hard to let you go now, with all that could have been. I'll always have the memories. She'll always have you. Fate has a way of changing just when you don't want it to. Throw away the chains. Let love fly away. Till love comes again...I'll be okay.
You know, the worst part about having to fall asleep when you have a broken heart is having to wake up, because right when you start to open your eyes you are about to feel happy until you realize your life is terrible and the pain nearly swallows you whole
Me? Im scared of everything. Im scared of what I saw, Im scared of what I did, of who I am, and most of all Im scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when Im with you
once upon a year gone by
she saw herself give in
every time she closed her eyes
she saw what c o u l d h a v e been
well, nothing hurts and nothing bleeds
when cover's tucked in tight
funny when the bottom drops
how she forgets to fight
as darkness quickly steals the light
that shined within her eyes
she slowly swallows all her fear
and soothes her mind with lies
There's this emptiness inside her & she'd do anything to fill it in. She feels like kicking out all the windows & setting fire to this life. She could change everything about her using colors bold & bright. But all the colors mix together - to grey. And it breaks her heart
and you`ll never know what it feels like to have the one person who means EVERYTHING to you make you feel like nothing
I miss you, i miss who u were and i miss the memories we shared, but i dont miss who u became once u found her and left me. i may talk to u like im fine but deep down part of me will never be fine because u were the one who broke my heart and u are the only one who can make it right but i could never tell u because im supposed to be over u, im supposed to not care, its not my fault that i cant say goodbye when u left by surprise, i still cant believe u chose her over me.
Looking back at my old notes & cards & everything from u, they are just pieces of paper, they dont mean anything to anyone right ? Well those little pieces of paper mean the world to me. They mean I once had u & u once loved me & they give me hope - That is if u loved me before, if u cared about me that much before, maybe u can do it again.
..... valentine's day is a cruel, evil holiday which exists solely to pour lemon juice on the paper-cut hearts of the unattached ......
dry your tears with sandpaper
he never loved you anyways
♥♥♥ Meet the REAL me
&my misfits way of life
A dark black past is my
MOST VALUED possession
♥♥♥ I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of (sad)
The dreams in which I'm d y i n g
ARE THE BEST i'VE EVER HAD
♥♥♥ AS BEAUTIFUL AS A SCAR
there’s nothing quite like you
i cut myself on your lips; let you lick my wounds
♥♥♥DROWN YOUR FEARS IN ALCOHOL
everybody spills and falls
CHOKE ON EVERY DREAM YOU EVER HAD.
I must confess .. ...
[it can feel good to feel pain]
like breaking waves
or getting caught in the rain.. .
Playing those games cause we had nothing to do.
I guess I was oblivious I was losing to you
Here we lie in this beautiful mess of tangled sheets & beads of sweat. with my heart in your hand & my neck in the other; should i be scared or should i come closer? But it's still beating & i'm still breathing. You haven't hurt me yet.
when i close my eyes to this paradox place, i'll fly away, far away from here, i'll get away and dream, dream of you, when it's all said and done, and the night has come, i'll disappear, take flight on the wind of wishing you were here, fading light, like a star whose life has been gone for years...
i never felt alone, until i met you
im alright on my own, until i met you
*sometimes when you stand on the edge for so long... you forget how far the fall really is*
learned more than I ever expected from you
you hold me at arms length and yet want me to see you through
you're laughing, I'm crying, I'm drying the tears from my eyes
and you still want me to sing you my sweet lullaby
I knew it was coming...I didn't want to...But i knew..And now it's here..The end. I'm just wondering, does it hurt you to look at all the places we've been? Do you get that tiny smile that tugs at your lips for one, small, insignificant instant and then dissapears as quickly as it came, as the realization of what we have become hits you? I'm just wondering, does it hurt you when you are nearing that spot near the stairs, or the doorway, or that classroom where we used to stand together? Do you visualize my figure waiting there for you only to discover that when you reach it, i'm nowhere in sight? I'm just wondering, does it hurt you to know that i am afraid to talk to you? What do i say to someone who has hurt me, confused me and broken me beyond measures but whom i still love more than words can ever express? I'm just wondering, does it hurt when my eyes meet yours and then quickly dart away? Does it hurt you to know that everytime i see you i feel like crying? That when i see your face something inside of me dies just a little bit more, or when i see you frown i want more than anything to kiss your pain all away, but then i realize i am your pain...I'm just wondering...Wondering how you are feeling...Wondering if you are hurting too?
I understand your worst is beating the hell out of my best,
but I can take it.
And she whispers into the mirror as she wipes the running eyeliner from her eyes
................"I'm so stupid"
when I'm with you
I feel like I could die
and that would be alright
it's never bad enough to just leave or give up but it's never
good enough to feel right
and I wish that I was gone
because you're not going anywhere
you kill me
you build me up
but just to watch me break
I know what I should do
but I just can't walk away
I'm scared of who I am without you
Let me be angry... please. It is the only way that I can keep you from seeing how much I really need you.
I'm learning to live without you now - but I miss you sometimes
How did we go from friends and then when did we fall? How did we go from everything to nothing at all?
I used to smile when I told people you were mine, but now I can't even smile and say your name at the same time
And even though you lied, and even though you pretended to care...I can't seem to get you out of my mind...and even though it seems like I should be over you, with every tear that falls, it reminds me of how much I am still in love with you
As a single tear falls from her cheek, she looks to him for comfort, and all he can do is look away
Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wish they would just leave and never come back? But yet you loved them so much you knew you'd die if they did
Sometimes I'll look at you and wonder if you ever look at me. Sometimes I'll think of you and wonder if you ever think of me. Sometimes I'll remember how I fell in love with you and wonder if you ever really loved me.
It's time to let you go. It's time to say good-bye. No more excuses, no more tears to cry. There's been so many changes. I've been so confused. All along you were the one. All the time I never knew.I want you to be happy. You're my best friend. But it's so hard to let you go now, with all that could have been. I'll always have the memories. She'll always have you. Fate has a way of changing just when you don't want it to. Throw away the chains. Let love fly away. Till love comes again...I'll be okay.
You know, the worst part about having to fall asleep when you have a broken heart is having to wake up, because right when you start to open your eyes you are about to feel happy until you realize your life is terrible and the pain nearly swallows you whole
Sometiems you think you've gotten over him, but when you see his smile, you sudeenly realize you're just pretending you got over him to ease the pain of knowing he'll never be yours again.
As you walk away I see the fire in your eyes and I can hear the laughter in your voice, as you watch my heart break. And I'm frozen. I can't find the words to tell you that I hate you. I can't tell you how I wish you would just leave my life forever. And I can't tell you how much I hope she hurts you. So instead I tell you I love you. Hoping that the fire in your eyes dies down, and the laughter in your voice becomes tears in your eyes, and you turn around and unbreak my heart. Only to realize that wishes often don't come true, and hearts are more often then not, broken. And I stand there and watch you walk away
and hes holding a gun
hes kept my heart hostage
please dont let him shoot
they say time will kill the pain.
but i say [PAIN] will kill my time.
Just when the wounds start healing
you're there to b r e a k me open.
WATCH THE BLOOD SPILL.
I'm getting used to this.
(I'll clean it up in the morning.)
I must confess
[it can feel good to feel pain]
like breaking waves
or getting caught in the rain..
Playing those games
cause we had nothing to do.
I guess I was oblivious I was losing to you
Where has my heart gone?
An uneven trade for the real world
I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all
you're living like a disaster
She said 'kill me faster.'
with strawberry gashes all over,
I`m NOT gonna be fine, I`m not gonna be OK. This time I am gonna break down.. .
It`s gotten to the point where I just can`t do it anymore... I can`t pretend to be happy&smile
when i know all i wanna do is cry..
I`m sick of being the strong one, the one who holds it all together
'cause thats what everyone expects me to do,
well not this time.. this time I am crying.. ...
I am hurting and I want to die..... ...
I am your daughter hiding my depression.
I am your little sister making a good impression.
I am your friend acting like I'm fine.
I am a teenager pushing her tears aside.
I am the girl sitting next to you.
I am the one asking you to care.
I am your best friend hoping you'll be there.
No matter what happens, I'm gonna make it and if I'm not happy, I'll just have to fake it.
I've been through backstabs, scumbags and lies. I gotta whole list of people I despise.
So, if you got my trust, don't lose it, and if you got my love, don't abuse it.
Tonight, I’ll stand in the light so you can count how many tears fall from my eyes. This time I’ll be alright. My heart can’t get any worse.
See the months they don't matter
it's that days that I can't take
when the hours move to minutes
and I'm only seconds away
She needed to know someone was looking out for her.
she needed someone to promise her that the world wasnt empty
How can you have a beautiful ending without making beautiful mistakes?
iwannabethePRETTIESTwreckyou'veEVERseen
I am watching my heart s l o w l y slip from your fingertips and fall to the ground.
How hard is it for you to reach down and pick up the broken pieces?
i guess me gettin upset over stupid things is my way of showing you how much i care
its not that i wanna be the only girl in his life just the only one that matters
you're such a perfect disaster
you can be my imperfection in my perfect disaster
all i can say is that i am surely not interested in meeting some person that will "make me fall in love."
i dont need love. i dont need you to hold my hand, if they are cold ill wear mittens.
i dont want you to massage my back, if it hurts it must mean i had fun passing out the night before on the bathroom floor.
i dont want you to give me roses, if i wanted something that smelt good i would fucking spend time and money to go buy some cheap calogne.
i dont want you to keep me warm at night, i have my blankets.
and i surely dont need your kisses, if i wanted something soft all up on my lips id go light a cigarette.
its not the same
when you wake up in the morning with a smile on your face
when you know you lied yourself to sleep to make it better
I tell people it's like being dead. It feels like being a ghost, maybe.
You float through your days feeling insubsstantial, cut off from warmth, light, and all feeling.
Sometimes it feels like you're in a coffin buried alive. You're screaming inside your head, but no one can hear you.
love is my suicide, the more i love you, the more it kills me.
frustrated cuz i can't tell if it's real.
mad cause i don't know how you feel.
upset cuz we can't make it right.
sad cuz i need you day and night.
angry cuz you won't take my hand.
agrivated cuz you don't understand.
dissappointed cuz we can't be together.
but still i'll love you forever.
and all her friends tell her, she's so pretty,
but she'd be a whole lot prettier, if she smiled once in a while.
i'm just a kid and my life is a nightmare
I faintly remember breathing on your
Bedroom floor where i laid and told you
But you sweared you loved me more..
If you can't get someone out of your head
maybe they're supposed to be there.
i dont love you
i love the thought of you
"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time,
the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars..."
she needs someone to call her angel..
someone to put the FAITH back in her eyes
Hope dangles on a string,
Like slow spinning redemption.
How can I put it, you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
Guess you never felt that way
i think of all the trouble that we get into
whenever im around you, nothing i can do. all
the secrets and mistakes, yeah, that were made,
what else do i have to say? i hate being
without you. never gonna leave your side cause
i can't resist the crazy things you o. it's
gonna take a lot of your time & i hope someday
i can give it back you you.
a beauty that goes so damn deep, someday you'll
understand the master plan. it's a risk we take
the choice we make. take the next bus to the
safest place.
THESE WORDS FALL FROM YOUR LIPS AND STAB ME IN THE BACK. IT SHOULD HAVE NEVER COME TO THIS.
So i'll hit the pavement it's gotta be better than waiting & pushing you far away cause i'm scared. So i'll take my
chances& head on my way up there. Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten. <3
You expect me to apologize
For things that you've done wrong.
While you're inciting others.
You're owning up to nothing
And i wish that i was gone,
Because you're not going anywhere.
The finest line
divides a night
well spent from
a waste of time.
Complete and total adoration
My gift to you, my heart was yours
In 3 months you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step that you took was the worst.
i know i'm not your favorite record
the songs you grow to like never stick at first
Fake it like you matter-that's a lie we can both keep
It was pretty clear,
It was hardly love.
Waiting for sedation to disconnect my head, or any situation where I'm better off than dead.
it was a long night on the phone
short-thought promises of never being alone
we look at each other wondering
what the other is thinking
but we never say a thing because
we aren't the same anymore
being just friends is harder than we thought
but lets keep trying
I'm not giving up on you
I'm not giving up on us
i`m sick of aLways comin' home and cryin'
i`m alwayS feelin' like dyin'
i`m tired of puttin' forth effort and tiRed of tryin'
i`m tired of swallowin' my pride and signin'
i want to feEL diifferent than feelin' hurt all the time
showin' my feelings is my biggest crime'
i want to be able to smile without havin' to fake it
i don`t wanna give uhp on life not just yet..i wanna make it..
you raise the blade, you make the change, you rearrange me till i`m sane. you lock the door &throw away the key, there`s someone in my head, but it`s not me. . .
I'm twisted cause one side of me is telling me that I need to move on. On the other side I wanna break down and cry
"How can you hide from what never goes away?"
and she's feeling more alone,
than she ever has before.
broken knuckles, broken heart.
i fell in love, then fell apart.
you tried to run, i tried to hide.
still we managed, to collide.
They say time will make all this go away, but it's time that has taken my tomorrows and turned them into yesterdays.
So caught up now in pretending
What we’re seeking is the truth
I’m just look for a happy ending
All I’m looking for is you
We can smile to hide the shame
Here in the pouring rain waiting for the sun
I'm crying here all alone standing next to you
You have done your best to see it through
were too cool for love lines, soft kisses over that cheap wine, this love will be the DEATH of us. It's not that we don't know, it's just that we don't care. So once again we find ourselves alone in your room with nothing between us but smoke and perfume.
Let me be angry... please. It is the only way that I can keep you from seeing how much I really need you.
And even though you lied, and even though you pretended to care...I can't seem to get you out of my mind...and even though it seems like I should be over you, with every tear that falls, it reminds me of how much I am still in love with you
Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wish they would just leave and never come back? But yet you loved them so much you knew you'd die if they did
It's time to let you go. It's time to say good-bye. No more excuses, no more tears to cry. There's been so many changes. I've been so confused. All along you were the one. All the time I never knew.I want you to be happy. You're my best friend. But it's so hard to let you go now, with all that could have been. I'll always have the memories. She'll always have you. Fate has a way of changing just when you don't want it to. Throw away the chains. Let love fly away. Till love comes again...I'll be okay.
You know, the worst part about having to fall asleep when you have a broken heart is having to wake up, because right when you start to open your eyes you are about to feel happy until you realize your life is terrible and the pain nearly swallows you whole
Me? Im scared of everything. Im scared of what I saw, Im scared of what I did, of who I am, and most of all Im scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when Im with you
once upon a year gone by
she saw herself give in
every time she closed her eyes
she saw what c o u l d h a v e been
well, nothing hurts and nothing bleeds
when cover's tucked in tight
funny when the bottom drops
how she forgets to fight
as darkness quickly steals the light
that shined within her eyes
she slowly swallows all her fear
and soothes her mind with lies
There's this emptiness inside her & she'd do anything to fill it in. She feels like kicking out all the windows & setting fire to this life. She could change everything about her using colors bold & bright. But all the colors mix together - to grey. And it breaks her heart
and you`ll never know what it feels like to have the one person who means EVERYTHING to you make you feel like nothing
I miss you, i miss who u were and i miss the memories we shared, but i dont miss who u became once u found her and left me. i may talk to u like im fine but deep down part of me will never be fine because u were the one who broke my heart and u are the only one who can make it right but i could never tell u because im supposed to be over u, im supposed to not care, its not my fault that i cant say goodbye when u left by surprise, i still cant believe u chose her over me.
Looking back at my old notes & cards & everything from u, they are just pieces of paper, they dont mean anything to anyone right ? Well those little pieces of paper mean the world to me. They mean I once had u & u once loved me & they give me hope - That is if u loved me before, if u cared about me that much before, maybe u can do it again.
..... valentine's day is a cruel, evil holiday which exists solely to pour lemon juice on the paper-cut hearts of the unattached ......
dry your tears with sandpaper
he never loved you anyways
♥♥♥ Meet the REAL me
&my misfits way of life
A dark black past is my
MOST VALUED possession
♥♥♥ I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of (sad)
The dreams in which I'm d y i n g
ARE THE BEST i'VE EVER HAD
♥♥♥ AS BEAUTIFUL AS A SCAR
there’s nothing quite like you
i cut myself on your lips; let you lick my wounds
♥♥♥DROWN YOUR FEARS IN ALCOHOL
everybody spills and falls
CHOKE ON EVERY DREAM YOU EVER HAD.
I must confess .. ...
[it can feel good to feel pain]
like breaking waves
or getting caught in the rain.. .
Playing those games cause we had nothing to do.
I guess I was oblivious I was losing to you
Here we lie in this beautiful mess of tangled sheets & beads of sweat. with my heart in your hand & my neck in the other; should i be scared or should i come closer? But it's still beating & i'm still breathing. You haven't hurt me yet.
when i close my eyes to this paradox place, i'll fly away, far away from here, i'll get away and dream, dream of you, when it's all said and done, and the night has come, i'll disappear, take flight on the wind of wishing you were here, fading light, like a star whose life has been gone for years...
i never felt alone, until i met you
im alright on my own, until i met you
*sometimes when you stand on the edge for so long... you forget how far the fall really is*
learned more than I ever expected from you
you hold me at arms length and yet want me to see you through
you're laughing, I'm crying, I'm drying the tears from my eyes
and you still want me to sing you my sweet lullaby
I knew it was coming...I didn't want to...But i knew..And now it's here..The end. I'm just wondering, does it hurt you to look at all the places we've been? Do you get that tiny smile that tugs at your lips for one, small, insignificant instant and then dissapears as quickly as it came, as the realization of what we have become hits you? I'm just wondering, does it hurt you when you are nearing that spot near the stairs, or the doorway, or that classroom where we used to stand together? Do you visualize my figure waiting there for you only to discover that when you reach it, i'm nowhere in sight? I'm just wondering, does it hurt you to know that i am afraid to talk to you? What do i say to someone who has hurt me, confused me and broken me beyond measures but whom i still love more than words can ever express? I'm just wondering, does it hurt when my eyes meet yours and then quickly dart away? Does it hurt you to know that everytime i see you i feel like crying? That when i see your face something inside of me dies just a little bit more, or when i see you frown i want more than anything to kiss your pain all away, but then i realize i am your pain...I'm just wondering...Wondering how you are feeling...Wondering if you are hurting too?
I understand your worst is beating the hell out of my best,
but I can take it.
And she whispers into the mirror as she wipes the running eyeliner from her eyes
................"I'm so stupid"
when I'm with you
I feel like I could die
and that would be alright
it's never bad enough to just leave or give up but it's never
good enough to feel right
and I wish that I was gone
because you're not going anywhere
you kill me
you build me up
but just to watch me break
I know what I should do
but I just can't walk away
I'm scared of who I am without you
Let me be angry... please. It is the only way that I can keep you from seeing how much I really need you.
I'm learning to live without you now - but I miss you sometimes
How did we go from friends and then when did we fall? How did we go from everything to nothing at all?
I used to smile when I told people you were mine, but now I can't even smile and say your name at the same time
And even though you lied, and even though you pretended to care...I can't seem to get you out of my mind...and even though it seems like I should be over you, with every tear that falls, it reminds me of how much I am still in love with you
As a single tear falls from her cheek, she looks to him for comfort, and all he can do is look away
Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wish they would just leave and never come back? But yet you loved them so much you knew you'd die if they did
Sometimes I'll look at you and wonder if you ever look at me. Sometimes I'll think of you and wonder if you ever think of me. Sometimes I'll remember how I fell in love with you and wonder if you ever really loved me.
It's time to let you go. It's time to say good-bye. No more excuses, no more tears to cry. There's been so many changes. I've been so confused. All along you were the one. All the time I never knew.I want you to be happy. You're my best friend. But it's so hard to let you go now, with all that could have been. I'll always have the memories. She'll always have you. Fate has a way of changing just when you don't want it to. Throw away the chains. Let love fly away. Till love comes again...I'll be okay.
You know, the worst part about having to fall asleep when you have a broken heart is having to wake up, because right when you start to open your eyes you are about to feel happy until you realize your life is terrible and the pain nearly swallows you whole
Sometiems you think you've gotten over him, but when you see his smile, you sudeenly realize you're just pretending you got over him to ease the pain of knowing he'll never be yours again.
As you walk away I see the fire in your eyes and I can hear the laughter in your voice, as you watch my heart break. And I'm frozen. I can't find the words to tell you that I hate you. I can't tell you how I wish you would just leave my life forever. And I can't tell you how much I hope she hurts you. So instead I tell you I love you. Hoping that the fire in your eyes dies down, and the laughter in your voice becomes tears in your eyes, and you turn around and unbreak my heart. Only to realize that wishes often don't come true, and hearts are more often then not, broken. And I stand there and watch you walk away